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2011-04-17T01:57:00.002+08:00

okay this blog is really dead but i'll update it now. Sigh.. Life is complicating now. Everything is starting to get a little too overwhelming that i do not even have the time to reflect. I thank god for helping to make the right decision of not taking band as a cca. Still, my heart wrenches whenever someone mentions about band. The ppl u meet, the kind of of life u lead as a member is totaly diff from ordinary ppl and i mudt admit, i miss that. Life still goes on and i think adapting is the main thing now. Just got back my results. totally way below expectations and lots of mugging to do. Im not defeated yet to those who think that im way beyond hopeless. sometimes i think tht the ppl around me are just insensitive to those around. Or are they being ignorant? shall talk about something not related to sch:) met up with my dearest partner, she 's starting sch and i miss her! Scoopz with her and lynn. i think frequent meet ups allow me to have something to look forward to apart from sch! To those who have not tried out scoopz do go there and try! Haha! Scooopz made me stike up a conversation with ms c. She loves that too! Sigh.. Talking about ms c, i do miss her. She's joke! In a good way! miss attending her band practices!! Recently smsb had their syf, even though it wasnt a gold, we all know that everyone involved did put in their best and in my heart each and eveyone of them are a winner. I think smsb is really blessed to have such committed teachers around! Im quite sure the band will continue to stand strong and grow even more through this. im sounding like a band freak again but this will nver change. smsb will definitely and always be apart of me! i spend most of time in band! Sigh.. Nostalgic and i really do miss band. Alot. My jrs esp! They were the ones who never fail to make my day!currently, im looking forward to limelight now! Heard that it will take place next yr. If esplansde dont change their mind for that silver, it will be on! Im looking forward to that!:D

2011-01-16T00:15:00.002+08:00

haven't been logging for quite some time. Results! Overall my results were okay, not that bad but obviously I expected more! Anw I'm satisfied! To those who thought I couldn't make it through, I've proven them wrong! Now I just hope that I get either my first or second choice! I'm happy with anything cos I love both choices! when sch starts, I'm gonna start a fresh and leave the past behind! It will really be a fresh! I'm saying this because I really feel distant from from my classmates. Its like where are they? do they still rmb me? I'm not gonna care anymore! It will be a new start!:) to those who think that the path that I have chosen is tough u are wrong cos everywhere u go it will be tough! Everyone have to go through it.. Nothing is easy in life!! Something maddening is that I have yet to start sch and ppl are telling me how tough it will be. To those who again think that I can't make it through, I'll prove u wrong. So what if I have to work 5 times harder than o's? I'll show it to u! Don't ever doubt my ability!!

2010-12-20T19:38:00.002+08:00

seems like my friend lynn has disappeared into into thin air! Sigh.... Just hope she replies to my msg! tried looking for jobs this few days but can't find which means I've got to continue to stay home to give my bro foc tuition! Haha just kidding! Anw have been preparing him for sec1. Glad that math and all the eng&chi formats are still fresh in my mind! So not much of a problem. Just hope that he works hard and get the chance to go back to where he should or must be. I'm really bored!! Bored! Bored to tears! band practices and holiday hw use to keep occupied during this period and leave me some time for relaxation. Now I'm really finding myself lazing around! My body clock is getting so screwed up!:) and I'm always getting recurring dreams about my o level results! can't stand this! Just hope that tmr will be a better day:)

drifting

2010-12-20T00:19:00.002+08:00

I can't help but to say that I'm drifting away from my friends, those whom I was always close to and treasured the most. Am I the only one feeling this way? I hope not. is it my fault? I do not know. Trying to stay in contact with my sec sch mates? I think its hard. Maybe being too caught up in my studies during sch days was partially the reason why this is happening but I can't blame myself for this. Or perhaps I'm thinking too much! Haha! anyway, went for christmas dinner today at auntie kim's korean restaurant before that went to aunt's house to bake cupcakes! great experience. I love fondants! Just found out its made from icing sugar and melted marshmallow!! Go back to my dinner, it was quite okay nothing fascinating. Just love the company from my cousins! Okay shall blog again some other day. See ya!:)

2010-12-18T00:42:00.002+08:00

mia for nearly a week! quite busy last wk! Overwhelming! First it was camp, grocery shopping for section bbq, bbq, farewell and genting! Everything was sqeezed in a week! If only they were spreaded out! I wouldn't be rotting now. I'll exp briefly about last week! band camp: was suppose to stay for 3d2n but we couldn't make it through the other night after staying up for the first night, planning the prank and executing our plan! It was a success la I must say. So Jingying, jingwen, lynn,prit,miki and yeeki went shopping for eggs, milk and flour. had night games with the band, bath, had supper, movie time, played monopoly deal, slept for like 5mins and we started our prank. made a mixture of something that was rather slimy and disgusting! Went to each class and we started putting the mixture on the jrs hair. This isn't very extreme apparently the jrs were fuming mad! Who cares Anw we had more than what they have! Hahaha at about 5.30 ppl start waking up but they were denied entry to the toilet! Their slippers were thrown everywhere. We prepared mixture for the slippers too but we skipped that cos we thought seniors would be back the next day btw not the second day we couldn't take it and left. The cement was hard hard hard hard! Gosh! Home is still the best place!bbq: it was quite awesome! Finally have the whole section together with the trombone! Spent quite a large sum! Who cares! The most important thing is that all of us enjoyed!farewell:the theme this yr was geek! Everyone was very spontaneous! I have awesome jrs! Really awesome! They go crazy anytime, anywhere and everywhere I'm gonna miss Damn loads! These ppl made me look forward to band and never fail to make me smile! took lots of pics again, as usual Haha! Did I mention the jrs made me a drink? With milk,wahabis,chocolate rice,etc? They forced us to take a sip! Nearly pure! But it tasted quite nice Haha. Nothing beats this drink that was made with love! And they gave me a ROCK! Haha no! Present wrapped into the shape of a ROCK! Cute gifts! Thx trumpet section! I was quite shock to find out that I won the most caring senior award! Haha! amazingly strange! Haha but Thx anyway! Gonna miss the band! It will never be the same again the moment u leave the band! U won't ever feel the homely feeling like u always did before! I tried playing my instrument with the band but it was totally a different feeling! Really miss those times. I think I should stop being so nostalgic! Next, genting family trip: I always thought I would be leaving on sat morning Haha so didn't bother to pack my stuff! Until my mum told me!i Anw, the journey to genting was not as long! But the checking in time was he'll long! All I did at genting was eat, eat and eat ! Enjoyed the food at mushroom farm! The buttered fish rocks! Had marry brown and kfc plus lots of snacks! I dunno why but I just find the place disgusting dirty! Went to the new strawberry farm at genting! Plucked my own strawberries! My first expected! Yea!it that's all about the trip la! Went shopping for food and snacks and last but not least the theme parl! I think I overcame my fear of heights!! Played the flying coaster that turns 360degree! Awesome especially with the speed at which it moves plus the chilly wind! Love it!! Yea that's about it!i okay right now I'm blazing around.tried finding a job but fail! No vacancies! Alright I'll be right back!

2010-12-02T23:00:00.002+08:00

I'm gonna look for a temp job just to ease my boredom. I'm totally bored to tears. intending to get a haircut this wk and maybe to look for a job. Totally can't wait for sunday, going to meet up with pritisha and lynn to prepare for band camp and grad night. Anyway I'm glad that it would be a really busy wk next wk. After nearly 3wks, I'm back to my busy busy self again! 3 days 2 night camp, section bbq, grad night and I will leave for a short to malaysia! Hopefully by next wk, my back would recover cos I'm quite sure I hurt it quite badly this time. I can neither sneeze nor bend my body. I wanna sit roller coaster and all the thrilling rides! I've a short note for my friend, this holiday just seem to make us distant away I want to know why. There seem to be more miscommunications between us too.fr what's the reason again? . its a new month, December and I hope everything will be fine things will be fine.

2010-11-28T23:57:00.001+08:00

I'm bored! I'm bored!!

headache!

2010-11-22T23:13:00.002+08:00

oh man if this hols gonna give me headache everyday, i would rather go back to school. I've been having headache for the entire week. Hopefully, this week would be better but i doubt so cos of prom. It gives me a big headache. I'm trying not to overspent.
This prom made me see how indecisive some ppl are. Really indecisive. I can't deny that I'm one of them too but not to that extent that i irritate ppl with my indecisiveness!
If this thing is gonna change ur mindset about what kind of a person i am, go ahead. As long as I know Im not taking advantage of ppl is fine![=

Prom is giving me a headache but I'm still looking forward to it! It would be at Marina Mandarin and right after that we'll head for Marina Bay sands for a 2d1n stay! I'm sure we'r gonna have lots of fun and its my first time there. Going shopping for shoes and accessorries tmr at far east!

read something that really made me super disappointed last night. All the long msgs that i sent were a waste of my time. Empty promises? fine i think I should just wash my hands off this matter since its not my problem anymore.

alright.. going off to bed!

I'm back!

2010-11-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

o level has ended and I'm back! I've got lots of things to settle. First, the mount everest on my table, my messy cupboard. I'm not sure whether to give it away, keep other for bro or throw! I've got to make a decision by tonight cos I've got to clear that big mess before saturday! secondly, prom night. Its somehow getting on my nerves cos I don't know wat to wear and my fashion sense is a little err... Yup Haha! Thirdly, red camp. Actually am still deciding whether to go. Fourth, band camp and grad night. fifth, I guess I need to look for a job cos I need money! Sixth, to exercise and catch up with my friends! I'll be right back!

2010-04-18T01:06:00.003+08:00

Rather hectic week even after LIMELIGHT! We were busy preparing for the Grace Charity Concert which took place for 2 days with 2 shifts! I'm drained out! I must say the band had actually improved its playing after every shift. Friday was a rather weird day because everyone was just not in the mood to play well. My day ended quite horribly too.

Today was the best though it was tiring. Woke up really early and left for CJC. . trumpet section seriously are cam whores! really scary! took lots and lots of photos. I think its high time for me to delete lots of unglam pics! everything was fine until late evening when ppl started to become emo! I tried to control myself because when i start i will never stop. I had so much to say to my dearest section but i knew if i were to start, i will tense up the whole atmosphere and the concert will be kind of awkward. So i kept everything to myself thats why i looked kind of upset. sigh.. but obviously i failed to control my tears! anyway, i must say The best show was the last shift which was was also my really last performance with the main band! It was really the best, the band played with lots of emotions until the the teacher and conductor broke down! Left cjc and returned to sch! i went back to sch with a heavy heart! it was really a crying session. I bet i looked really ugly!

'm gonna miss my retarded section because they never fail to brighten my day. I'm always laughing with them like there is no tmr and im gonna miss that! I'm gonna miss conducting sectionals for them and going back for last min self prac! I'm gonna miss many many things! Anyway i just wanna thank trumpet section for tolerating ALL MY NONSENSE especially my naggings! I've really enjoyed each and every moment with the section. I just need all of you to know that though i may have scolded but i really love the section a lot! i did that for a purpose because i dont want to see the section fall! Sorry if i have been unreasonable in my scolding cos my brain dont think sometimes! forgive me yea?!? YES!
I just hope that all of you will continue to persevere and work hard iN improving your trumpet skills and MOST IMPORTANTLY studies! Remember, There is no substitute for hard work! I'm sure trumpet section will still be as strong as ever, as retarded as ever and as enthusiastic as ever!

okay shall stop here...[=

2010-02-16T17:14:00.003+08:00

Its CNY but i just cant feel the atmosphere everything seems normal to me. If i had a choice, i would rather stay home for cny. Every year we go to the same place but it seems like the number of red packets I receive every year is declining. If we are lucky to meet some unknown ppl, we would end up having more. Anyway, cny is not really about ang baos anymore. Does not matter to me. This cny is a little different but i think i should not elaborate. Granny return home for 3 days for new year and and she went back to the day care centre yesterday.

Anyway, back to school tmr. Its time to wake up! wake up! I've been in a dreamy mode ever since sch started and I'm always late for sch but will make it a point to change! I mean it!

quoted from alicia ' slow and steady wins the race'!

2010-01-01T00:29:00.002+08:00

GREAT! Completed the whole stack of a.math paper and hw! It was an amath marathon!

left with newspaper cutting and poster which i have no idea how to do it! shit!

Heading to grandma house soon!With a blink of an eye, 2009 is about to end.Glad that I'm ending the yr with birthday celebration! hm.. just wanna say that 2009 has been great! A trully challenging yr me! Sure there was success and failure but 2010 will definitely be a better one!

Anyway 2009 in summary, syf o9 [that gold gave me an unforgettable feeling], band fiesta[eventful yet tragic day], MYE[horrible results], smss dinner, band camp[VERY SUCCESFUL], POLKA!V[MEMORABLE]. yea it was mainly band that made my year so colourful but of course to my classmates u ppl made each and everyday fun too!

2010 new year resolutions: to improve in my languages! , no procrustination, no addiction to computer, spend more time with my 50111!, section, family and friends! lastly, good grades[=

2009-12-29T23:53:00.003+08:00

last few days had been horrible.

HW marathon. I think its better to do last minute work because it actually helps to refresh my memory.Hm.. not that im doing last minute work is because the amount of hw i received is really a lot! I'm more or less done with my work, just a little bit more!

Anyway, went back for band for spring cleaning, our cupboard has a new look now but it is so unlike us. Actually it is not a good idea to have just spring cleaning today because its obvious that ppl would skip it. Those who skipped with reasons are fine but to those who chose to pon, they are really irresponsible and that is not what a band member should be like. ms z told us briefly about the events the band would be taking part in sounds interesting but sadly i will not be involve!

here it is:

1) chinese new yr

2)cca fair3

3)limelight

4) cluster arts with st mary's

5) combine concert[tentative]

6) major grace concerts[with 2 shifts for two days!]

oh and heard that sec1 and 2s will have a progress report for cca, sounds cool and also from next yr onwards the band needs to watch 2 quality performance together. yea, quite a few changes next yr but i cant seem to remember . After cleaning and briefing, wet home. Guess wat i got scolded just for that tiny winy little thing, lunch. Sigh.. that is he so i cant do anything.

okay bandband tmr. [=

2009-12-23T00:57:00.002+08:00

one more wk and this holiday will be over.

I've been reflecting. Have i made use of this holiday well? [answers to myself].

Trying to complete my hw asap before next wk. I will will and must stay away from all distractions from tmr onwards, which means no more facebook! I promise! Anyway that thing is bothering me again. Perhaps i need to put more trust in them and be patient to see effective results. I'm totally stressed up with this! Regretting....

Went out shopping with my sis! This time was 100% shopping. I bought a few clothes. Yes i need them desperately. Bro bought a DOMO shirt from taka! Is DAMN CUTE! I think with his fat belly, he'll look cute in them. He wanted to buy the super huge doll but come to think of it its really useless. It would only stay home to collect dust. After that headed back home then to aunt house because its guo4 dong1. yea.. had lots of glutinous rice balls!Now my tighs & ankles are aching badly after the shopping.

Anyway, thinking of 2010 makes me scared.

1) o's result & more stress!

2) limelight

3)olevel chi

4)OLEVEL! THAT MONSTER!

think i've got to chill....... and take it easy.

got to catch up with my sleep!

2009-12-12T18:07:00.000+08:00

POLKA! V WAS A BLAST!
Though there were mistakes here and there but we manage to pick ouselves up after the interval! I must really say that the junior band which comprises of sec1s and 2s did really well after listening to the recording! Everything was clearly aritculated especially trumpet section! I swear i love them and they ROCK MY SOCKS!! But i still think that there is more roomfor improvement for main band, still we did great just that everyone was alittle stonny ! Anyway its a good experience for me to be able to play with the alumni band!I will definitely be part of them really soon! Felt really nervous during alumni because trumpet section was really small but we manage to play it well. we sounded quite nice i guess! Great to have ms chong to join us too! Sad that polka is over but anyway our next major concert will be limelight! We are gonna work even harder and ROCK THE STAGE EVEN HARDER!

It's our final practice/concert for the year.I must admit that band took up much of my time(prearation of ccafair, syf'09, band fiesta,smss dinner, band camp and polka!v) this year but it was all worth it! These activity had made the band even closer! We could have had more activities(speech day&cluster arts fest ) if there was no H1N1! anyway Really great to have ms chong with us for almost a year already! She's a great conductor but sad to say many of us didn't know this at the very beginning when she first came in until we slowly get to know each other well during syf. Though the both of them are really different but both are good in their own way. In conclusion, glad to have mschong!
Now, its just time to get back to work during this short break.

2009-12-10T23:42:00.003+08:00

ITS POLKA!V TMR!

SMSB WE'RE GONNA ROCK THE STAGE RIGHT? YES WE ARE!

the place will not determine how we are gonna sound like hm.. but that place really suck!No matter wat we are gonna enjoy ourselves and most importantly move to the music!

SMSB WE CAN DO IT! WE ARE A GOLD BAND SO, SHOW IT![=

2009-12-08T22:55:00.002+08:00

AHHHHH! i'M SO LOOKING FORWARD TO POLKA!V!

SMSB IS GONNA ROCK THE STAGE AT ST ANDREW CATHEDRAL NEW SANCTUARY!!!

JIA YOU JIA YOU!!

yea, its only 3 days to polka, hopefully the band would be at its best by thursday! No matter wat we MUST ENJOY OUR TIME ON STAGE! However, im a little sad too because after polka, would be band break which means no more long practices, no more alumni practice, no more dinner,no more laughing with my o so retarded section BUT IT WOULD BE CHIONGING OF HW TIME! i HATE THIS! I'm kinda scared for the coming yr! O'LEVEL! THE GREAT BIG MONSTER!

ANYWAY, i shall focus on polka for now! Btw, ppl are asking for more polka tickets! omg! luckily i got my 2 tickets!!YAY! MUM AND BRO IS WATCHING! YAY! hm.. long day today asusual, went to sch early for chi consultation and just realised that my chi is really cannot make it! i'll mug hard! after that went for lunch with my retarded section! awesome! i was laughing so hard after thinking about ms chong's funny action on grad night! awesome! HAAHAHAH!

okay i think crapping a lot now cos im dead tired!

tmr, long day again! I SHALL PERSEVERE![=

2009-12-05T02:40:00.002+08:00

SMSB FAREWELL 2009

i must say that it was a success! So 3 cheers for the com members!

this year's grad night is cool. the hall was so cooling and the food was not bad! I was laughing throughout the entire programme because everything seems to be funny especially trombone section's tribute to Lynn! Ruth rocks la! haha! Trumpet section one was even better! They played the graduation even though it sounded a little off but it was really good! THE POWERPOINT SLIDES WERE NOT GOOD! cos there were so may unglamorous shots of me! hahaha kidding! Good job and thx for the gifts too! Although im not graduating this year but i think when the time really comes next year i will be sad.. sad.. sad! I LOVE THEM LOTS!

Many funny things happened just now. first it was ms chong second was my accidental kissssssss! GOOOODNESSSSSSSSS! YF! HOW CAN U BE THE ONE!!!!!!! YUCK!!! GLAD THAT IT WAS UR CHEEK NOT OTHER PLACE! HAHA

ps pics are up on facebook!

long day tmr! night ppl

2009-11-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

TIRING DAY!

band the whole today! 8 to 1230, 2 to 5 and off for HCI concert till about 9.30pm!

Anyway no regrets! The concert was truly awesome! SMSB! I'm sure we can do it! This concert is not meant to scare anyone of you but instead it is for u to improve yourself by learning from others! So, stop being so afraid and this includes myself! To those who missed out for this concert its a pitty! The gimmicks they did was quite good too! I'm sure we can do it for the saint's hallelujah too! Its worth the money(: still have lots of concert in mind but im broke!

anyway alumni prac was quite productive though not everyone turned up! Sectionals was good cos we actually cleared up most of the mess now ms c said we are left with the articulation technical stuff. At least we sound like a band hm.. but we are still missing out on some instruments! Its quite sad too see the once very active alumni now dying. I don't wish to see this happen! Seniors.. seniors.. come back pls! Trumpet section need all you! It does not really matter if u can't play! We just need more sound!! I'm scared!

2009-11-28T00:30:00.002+08:00

have not gone out for shopping since 3 months ago or maybe even longer but finally i did it today. Sigh.. not very happy though cos someone happily suggested North Point and since i've not been there for a long time i just agreed to it. It was well renovated but there was nothing. I think i did more eating than shopping HAHAHA! Did not buy anything i wanted cos THERE WAS NOTHING I COULD BUY and.. and the toilet stinked TTM!! i nearly puked! Bro bought lots of stuff he spent nearly $100! NOT FAIR! cant wait for the next shopping trip! I'll definitely not do window shopping the next time round!

yay! anyway band tmr! I cant wait! I've been looking forward to every practice ever since i came back from study break i just think that band is getting more fun each day! The section is more lively now and i think i'll definitely miss them when i graduate. hm.. shall not think about this yet cos i still have about 4 more months before i graduate! Shall enjoy each and every remaining moment i have now in band! I'm... crapping now... anyhow.. its a long day tmr with main band from 7.45am - 12.30pm, followed by alumni prac from 2pm to5pm and then Hwa Chong Concert from 7.30pm till about 9++pm! IT WILL BE A LONG DAY!

I've yet to catch 2012! Must not miss it!

2009-11-27T02:13:00.002+08:00

Busy asking ppl to attend concert this few days! I think i have sold all my tickets but it seems that there are more to come. I just don't understand why are ppl be saying that they will fall asleep when they attend the concert. I just don't get it.

Ppl are getting less supportive lately.

I'm tired of asking..... but i'll still try!

LIMELIGHT HAS MORE TICKETS! SO WE MUST NOT FAIL IN THIS!

Btw... stop bothering me with such matter. If u really wish to be in it then turn up otherwise don't u even dare to appear right in front of me giving me so much to do. I hate to explain to her. I've had enough of this!if u think im forcing. sorry no im not! I jusr dont want to see it die! Really sorry if any of u sees this but i really need to get this out of my chest!

2009-11-25T23:12:00.003+08:00

Just returned from band camp today. Felt super tired so quickly unpack my stuff, bath, eat and sleep.

Overall band camp was very well planned. I must say that this year's leaders have put in much effort into planning and organising. Most importantly they are very efficient everything was completed on time. Except for the bathing time for day 2 that clashed with red-cross. Apart from that all was good! 3 cheers for them and of course im proud of them! Of the 4 years in band, i think this year's can be considered as one of the best but time seems to pass really fast when im enjoying and this is probably my last band camp.

anyway day 1 we had ice breaker, band prac[time passed really slowly], alumni prac with ms chong, games and drills. It was not as tiring becasue i was not involve in drills but i really wish to be involve in drills. i miss drills but what's with all those privileges? We or maybe i should say I DONT NEED THEM. so what if we are 4n's? Nothing special. Its creating a barrier!We can still do what they are doing. I think the juniors had enjoyed it even though it was quite strict and tiring. The alumni were really good, they could still remember their drills after 4-5 years but that is then considered as real drills! could see the really scared look on the junior faces. sigh... like what ms c said i looked like an old ah ma cos i was bending my body all the way cos of cramps! super pain till i could not sleep. hahah guess what i was given 2 huge cushion by ms wee to hug it! so i used 1 for head and another as 'bolster'! shiok!

day 2 as usual, band prac, tutoring, night games and drills. Woke up feeling so freshen up cos my cramps was gone but morning exercise had to do 36 squarts as punishments! night game was okay. Could see that the band was really bonded. i think we should keep up with that band spirit! Happy to see that!! sigh.. guess im gonna miss this camp a lot! At night was the fun part! We slept for 3 hours and woke up at about 3.30am to begin sabotaging our juniors! Fun! THIS IS CALLED REVENGE! WAAHAHAH! shall not go into the details wanted to do something more extraordinary but the juniors woke up already!

day 3 band prac, debrief, took full band photo, pack up! I was really dead tired but master class really did help our section a lot hopefully we'll get even better! March blue sky sounded good today.Actually this is all for band camp! I LOVE THIS BAND CAMP! AHHHHH!

i think that the band is more bonded now! My section became more retarded and bonded as well!

Now, what?

i've got to get back to work, prepare for polka V! really scared to play with the alumni!

lot's of things in mind! i should stop procrastinating!

2009-11-17T20:51:00.002+08:00

feeling very lousy this few days.

just feel that things are not turning out well. i just feel that things need to be arranged in a fairer way.I'm not feeling good about what's happening now, instead I'm feeling more lousy of myself and perhaps more useless even though things in there are turning out well each day but they are just beyond my control. I can't do anything now cos its too late. I'm very sure im not being self-fish over this matter because it is my last chance, my very last chance. sigh.. anyway i think there is no point complaining anymore. Her decision has been set and i dont wish to disappoint anyone. I think i should just leave it as it is perhaps i'll have another chance.

i hate this seriously.

2009-11-12T00:30:00.002+08:00

YAY ice cream buffet at swensens ION was awesome today BUT very sinful! If u are an ice-cream lover u must MUST go there! I think i ate more than 10 scoops of ice cream, there were pastries, both white and dark chocolate fondue! Besides that we had side dishes too! YUMMY!

Anyway after all the eating! We are finally going for a jog every sunday morning! We need to cos we've been eating.. and eating non-stop! At the same time we are training for standard chartered marathon which is on 11th december. I love having cousins meeting cos its the only time when i can relax! We've got lots of activities planned ahead of us every month yes we even have a checklists! COOL!

Oh yes! really shocked when dad actually brought up about bringing us on cruise! Its very rare to hear such a thing but i would rather go KL than to go on cruise! hm.. his really thinking about bringing us somewhere, hong kong i think! let's see if it really comes true its rare.. rare.. that he will bring us overseas cos his afraid of aeroplane crashing! HAHA he always think so much la!

for now i guess i should start on my chinese hw.. or ms z will just....

i really hate this but its beyond my control.
you ppl just make me feel so unsure of myself!

2009-11-09T23:17:00.002+08:00

YAY! finally i free! freee from f and n!
now im being stress over the results. can stress just stop coming in?
hm.. anyway i cant wait for the ice cream buffet this WEDNESDAY at ION orchard swensens! cant wait to indulge myself into that 50 flavours. i'll try to squeeze them all in! yummy! eating is a form of relaxation! HAHA
anyway just spoke to ms h. i feel so encouraged and motivated now. she's trying to find a way out to help me but it cant be 100% but im grateful to have a teacher like her.

after today chionging of overdue chi hw starts![=

2009-10-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

i thought i would go into a coma this morning cos i was dead tired.
Anyway i should say that it was a fruitful day today. I was suppose to meet up with lynn at 11am but i overslept and i woke up 15 mins before 11am. lucky lynn was not out yet okay so we decided to meet at 11.30. she called at 11.20 i was still at home cos my stomach had some problem. In the end i was late. i shall be the 2nd Elizabeth. Walked around looking for elizabeth's present we didnt know what to get for her then finally we decided to get her a bear a really cute bear and i wish to own one too! I love it and i dont mind spending that amount. She's a GREAT FRIEND I MUST SAY! Suppose to meet lizzie at 1pm at bishan mrt. we thought she would be late. Surprisingly she was there half an hour before time! totally shocked! As usual we were arguing where to go that is what all girls will usually do. I hate to decide. We decided to board the train not knowing where to go. Lizzie suggested seoul garden so we went Takashimaya. i was damn pissed cos neither of them believed that orchard has seoul garden! anyway we went there and YES! it acutually exists! ATE LIKE A PIG! took some pics there and i swear we were damn high! as usual lynn and her silly jokes. headed to cineleisure to watch movie and home!
YAY! I love today because we have not gone out together for quite some time. i still miss those days when the four of us lynn, lizzie, nicole and i will go for lunch and have fun after the exams.

feeling really sick.... i shall go to bed now!

2009-10-14T20:34:00.002+08:00

the exams are finally over!
this eoy there were many last minute revision. last minute cramp-ing and brain jammed man! i hate that feeeling but at least i did not breakdown like how i did for moy. torturous.
I'll take a break today and start mugging tmr for math i hope....
anyway i have a bad feeling for my languages. i feel really silly and i kind of regret because i use to think that eng was the least important but look im suffering now after realising the importance of it. Chinese too. Other papers were manageable.

today's last paper was amath and i embarrassed myself pls! I have no idea where to hide my face! i misread the question and i thought there was a problem to it. So, i left it aside first and attempted the other questions. I went back to it again to try solving it. by the way its a trigo question. i saw it as the third quad but actually it was the fourth. the question was right! after looking for quite sometime i still thought it was the thris quadrant so i rasied my hand. ms ho came rushing into the class and so i explained the problem. ''SU CHIN, no problem la. read carefully!'' SHIT MAN! hahahaha and yes i misread the question so embarrassing pls and it was the last 10 minute of the paper. also, another silly mistake i made was to draw a super big arrow on the question so i ended up covering the letter 'x' and so i differentiated wrongly. 4 marks flew away just like that! Was i to cry or laugh over it!

after paper went for breakfast with lynn. walking aimlessly around the shopping centre then we decided to go to the library. went home after that. the first thing that i always do after the exams is to clean my room! it feels as though im leaving in a rubbish dump everynight. So i did spring cleaning today. Vacuum, and mop the floor, pack my papers and books back to place and clean my table including the drawers! i feel so clean now!it took me 2 hours to complete everything! great!

i've got 5 days of break till tuesday and headstart will start! is good that i can miss PEA.

something funny
i've got no double eyelid but lynn said if she was to my eye upside down, i'll have one. you get it?

2009-08-28T15:28:00.002+08:00

feeling rather pissed off this few days i dont know why!
really sorry if i had offended anyone of you! my dear partner especially and lynn! really sorry!

somehow i feel that thing isnt going the right way for me. i've never felt like that before but anyway i'll make sure i look on the brighter side from now on. i must get back what i had lost! i must!

LYNN TEO WE CAN DO IT!! REMEMBER OUR GOAL!! that WOMAN!! WAHAHAHAH!

2009-08-22T19:44:00.003+08:00

finally i found some time to blog!
anyway sudy break just started for me
hm.. is sad that im unable to go back for band but at the same time is good cos i have more time for myself but the problem is that im still sleeping late! i dont get it!
anyway school had been rather fun!especially LAME JOKES with ms lum are the best! she seriously makes u laugh till u go upside down! hahaha but im kinda sick of doing emath!test paper... test paper all that i do at home! yea at the wrong timing! prelim is coming soon less than a month! why am i feeling like that but is good that im feeling some sense of urgency unlike f&n! i dont feel a thing! by now all chapters and teaching should be completed but we are still left with 2 chapters. difficult once and she is neglecting the THREE of us! how can she! we are sort of behind time!
oh yea and there is this 4/7 craze over pineapple tarts! muneera's pineapple tarts are the best! i just love the pastry! it melts in your mouth! i ordered two boxes and i swear i can finish it within one day!

went back for band this morning! FINALLY! It feels so good to be able to go back to play as a band and not play alone at home! the feeling is just so different.DUH! hahaha im still trying really hard to get that HORSE CALL OUT! is gonna be really cool if the actual sound can come out! MS C said that i sounded like a BABY HORSE! DAMN FUNNY! yea but she say we are somehow there! RATHER high today especially with HANA! super funny junior but something really bad happened to her! i think she feeling bored so she removed her mouthpiece! guess wat! she found something BIG INSIDE IT! STUCK IN THE MIDDLE! she was damn scared and the expression on her face was really funny! so she went to the toilet for about 15 minutes trying to remove THAT THING! if im not wrong is a plastic thing but it looked like an insect wing to me! HAHAHA IT WAS REALLY GROSS!
went through legend of the ancient hero and i must say we improved a lot! yea! CONTINUE TO WORK HARD PPL!

2009-07-16T23:37:00.003+08:00

as usual im dead tired!
i was only home at 9.30pm!
never touch any work except for f and n!

anyway school was quite okay today had been missing humanities since monday. DEPRESSING....... lsb where are you? missed 3 periods of english due to health check. oh i need to change my glasses cos i can only read one letter which is N! THE BIGGEST AND I COULD NOT CONTINUE! serious problem!

HM... band was really depressing... really disappointing too....... sigh! went down to the space and we were told to gather in the canteen.. 2m apart to take our temperature. yea and u know the canteen was just really hot! hot! hot! so i took my temperature and it shot up all the way frm 36.4 to 37.8. i was stunned! im not the only one... TRUMPET SECTION HAD THE HOTTEST TEMPERATURE! CLOSE TO FEVER! COS WE WERE LIKE DAMN HIGH BEFORE THAT! DUNNO FOR WAT! xing xing also had fever but the both of us were feeling fine. so we sat in the canteen with ms chong..... taking temperature like thousand times but it just didnt want to decrease but after 2ominutes it subsided. It was 37.4 still hot but not in danger xing xing too! WEIRD PPL! YAY ANYWAY! i was so happy but after i heard the saddest news haha.. band time will be shorten due to h1n1! the band is currently too big so we can only have combine for 3o mins and sectionals for 30 mins! thats really sad and BAND FIESTA IS LIKE 1 WK PLUS AWAY!!!

thatswhy i say H1N1 is disrupting everything! even speech day performance is being canceled! they dont even have performance this year ONLY CHOIR! so the guest of honour will walk in quietly on her own. UNLUCKY YEAR I SHOULD SAY.

OKAY IS GETTING LATE....

i just found out that yamaha xeno is damn ex! $3000! goodness! i thought it was like $1000++! OOPS!

2009-07-06T16:57:00.003+08:00

I finally experienced the feeling of having a mask on! i really look up to doctors and nurses who work in clinics and hospitals. had sudden cough when i woke up in the morning but i was feeling well enough to go for tuition. So i went i for tuition then it started to rain heavily so i think i caught a cold not H1N1! The center was super cold also but apparently my tutor said that she's feeling hot sigh... so i went back home feeling super uncomfortable and i had a really bad headache and guess what my temperature was damn high!
the clinic had many many many ppl waited since the sky was bright till about 9, listened to my mp3 which has battery to no battery and the mask had been on for almost 2 hours i nearly died!
suppose to do project work but it seems like i cant get out of the house!
hopefully i would be able to get well and go back to school and for band tmr!

im still trying to differentiate between standing and sitting! hHAHAHAH!
thx to mc im like a laughing stalk to everyone in band! HAHA

2009-06-20T15:30:00.002+08:00

im starting to enjoy and appreciate every single band practices i have.
I'm enjoying band so much especially this holiday i dunno why! However i think i seriously need to strike a balance between band and my studies! anyway, I'm glad that everything is changing for the better!!

what can i say.... my juniors are seriously and equally retarded!!
bwahaha!

im being random here cos my blog is rather dead!
mia-ing!

2009-06-14T23:53:00.002+08:00

time really flies the two weeks of holidays past just like THAT!
ahhh!! life was really boring for the pass few weeks except for a few days that i really enjoyed myself with my classmates! First two weeks of lessons were rather okay at least i get to learn something but the number of hours for f&n was really madness!! my tutor said is worse than office hour. anyway i know i should'nt be complaining.... as usual i got so distracted by the internet and music!! sigh.. at least im finally satisfied with my coursework and of course ms ramlah her opinion and views about my coursework matters the most. So i dont really care how oothers comment cos it will just make me stress and u know when im stressed is really scary is not that i cant take comments yea! anyway i really SALUTE TO MS RAMLAH! As for band prac i went for only one full prac due to the crash of lessons! looking forward to next week's practice.
okay anyway here is what i did on saturday

went out in the morning with my parents till 4 plus. I was hesitating whether to go for pritisha's bbq because i was really tired then i got lecctured by my mum because priti's mum actually prepared everything so i went. at least i didnt regret! I HAD LOTS OF FUN with greta, lynn, gillian, cassandra, wanyu, lucia, valarie, priti and of course her parents! oh and is like how many thousand years that i last received a GOODY BAG!! HAHAHAHA! OMG!
okay anyway pictures up on facebook!

right now im damn freaking scared for my auditions by ms chong!!
great that i recovered frm my knock on my trumpet! better start practicing hard!

i've reflected of many things i've done and i've came to realised that im really way behind time! IM gonna do what is neccessary now and we shall see the results! maybe this wont make sense to anyone but myself! >.<

the sky's the limit.

2009-06-02T16:59:00.002+08:00

my mind is really in a mess
have many things in mind to do yet i do not know where to start. things are not running smoothly for me this year. I don't know why either.
i think i have done my part and achieved what i wanted and so now since it is over i should concentrate on my studies and leave that aside for the time being......

I'm gonna wow each and everyone of you at the end of the day!!
im sure there is always another chance........ we shall wait and see!

2009-05-27T19:55:00.002+08:00

time really flies before i even know is already coming to the end of term 2. I've got back all my results and obviously i did really badly. those results are really way below my expectation so perhaps i think that parents meeting which would be held this saturday will not be a nice one. I told my mum to be mentally prepared.yea like what i said is really bad but these results are seriously a wake up call for me.DISAPPOINTMENT.

anyway i just got the timetable for the June holidays.Is totally packed. first two weeks of band practice were canceled so that we can rest as told by ms zee but it seems like it would be a torture! ahh! I've got to attend F and n lessons for like 9 hours 3 to 4 times a wk for two weeks!

okay will be rotting in sch for the next 2 days. is really boring LOVE SMSS THE WHOLE DAY instead of disucussing, my grp started to become horny. so the only thing i did was to read! haha at least i manage to kill time.

2009-05-25T00:10:00.002+08:00

family outing or should i say cousin gathering WAS A BLAST!
since school reopen we didnt had that sort of outing until yesterday when we actually finally met up! every single one turned up! yay! t we actually went downtown to catch 'Night at the Museum'. It was good but the theatre was super cold. We had dinner at Sushi Tei (Big splash!). we had the entire extended room to ourselves and when we told the manager that we had 18 ppl he was SHOCKED! HAHA yea and we demanded not to seperate us!! we ordered the food as though its free flow haha the atmosphere was really like HOME. yea i love it. hm.. at the same time it was also to celebrate MAY BABIES BIRTHDAY! I got bullied! i had to cut the cake which means that the next time when there is an occasion, i will have to do it again! no thx! Its my mum's 'job' not me! after sushi tei, went over to charyl's house to have some fun! wanted toplay monopoly but change of mind so we just sat around to talk.
I REALLY LIVE THAT KIND OF GATHERING!

okay anyway woke up rally early in the morning for band. I really love the band but is sad to see things changing especially my tone and the section's! anyway who cares about it, we'll definitely work towards our goal of making better music/tone. sight read quite a number of pieces. not very good though. oh yea! and mr tan came back really happy to see him back but i missed the photo taking part cos i was having band prac! super sad pls i was anticipating for that moment but... sigh.. its okay anyway.

i miss VJC CONCERT! disappointing pls i wanted to go last yr but for some reason i had to skip it. sigh.. next time then[=

okay is getting late. how i wish tmr will never come. results!

2009-05-21T21:54:00.002+08:00

everything seems so different now.

its fine if i don't receive anything from u just tell me.

2009-05-15T23:19:00.002+08:00

MYE is finally over!
im prepared for the worse!
i know my scripts would not be presentable.
I've finally came to realize many things about myself during this mid year preparation. I know it was not my best and i think i really deserve those marks that would be written on my scripts. i'll never ever try to burn mid night oil again. NEVER AGAIN because practically nothing goes into my head. actually it did but after sleeping my mind just switch off. Its causing more harm than good! Im sure things that happen this time round will not be repeated again.

Anyway news about my grandmother came to me as a shock! she just had a relaspe again and now things that she usually do in the past like going johor every day with her friends, talking on the phone for hours till i did not even dare to touch, sitting on her bead beading and bathing for long hours she can no longer do it anymore on her own. standing beside her bed really reminds me of the good old days we had together when she was stayed with me. I really dont know what to do when i see her now. to cry? to help her? to talk to her? i really dont know. she look so energise in the eyes but she cant move anymore. i saw her a few days ago still healthy and cheery before i left for my mid year revision and not even a week everything changed.

sigh... its better to talk about somehting happy.
i seriously cant wait for the bbq on monday!! valarie we are going to rock your whole house and condo! haha finally we can have a good gathering after all the saying without actions! fianlly its happening! SO GLAD! oh and also band will b resuming! GREAT! I'LL MISS THE SEC4s! hm... wondering wat would be the feeling now! i dont want to be involve in games pls! let me stone! hahaha

anyway 4 days of marking day! YAY!! im gonna go out but not going to spend!

2009-04-09T16:32:00.001+08:00

IM REALLY REALLY PROUD OF SMSB AND TRUMPET SECTION!
WE GOT BACK OUR GOLD!

I will seriously not forget that glorious moment when they announced that smsb got a gold! However the feeling of being kept in suspense for almost 20minutes was torturous! We held onto each others hand, squeezed like mad until my hands had the feeling of ants bite! W e were not suppose to shout or cry no matter what the result is but then we broke our promise hahaha we ended up screaming and crying until we got chased out by the SCH people. I was crying cos i really could not belief that we had actually obtained a gold and secondly recalling about each and every practices, the whole syf process that is from the day when we first played the piece till today the band have grew stronger! I'll miss each and everyone of the sec4s!I'LL DEFINITELY NOT FORGET 8TH APRIL 2009! THANK YOU MS CHONG FOR YOUR TREMENDOUS SUPPORT AND EFFORT! THE BAND HAVE REALLY GROWN IN JUST 4 MONTHS!

Now, to the new batch that is entering into the main band, please listen to ms chong she is indeed a good conductor. she may look boring or strict to you but actually she can go really wild and retarded! Appreicate her and always give her your 100%!

2009-04-04T01:02:00.003+08:00

im feeling so pressurized after seeing the results of other schools but im very sure SMSB will be able to achieve wat we want! today's performance in the HALL WAS AWESOME! WE actually touched the audience hearts! we did it and that is the kind of effect we need to give the judges! GOOSEPIMPLE INDEX MUST BE 100%! the principal commented that we were expressive. however, after listening to the recording, we need to improve on certain parts especially tuning!
overall, it was way better than our practice! The whole band was totally high during the performance! YES! NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE!!

okay received a shocking news! i was suppose to have f and n practical next wedneseday. ms ramlah wanted to make it as early as possible before i leave for syf. i think i'll probably get fits and faint while cooking cos practical itself is already stressful plus the nervousness for syf it will just make thing worse. so is being postponed but i need to chiong badly!

5 days left! smsb jia you!

2009-03-01T21:00:00.002+08:00

if u think it will crumble then YES IT WILL!

2009-02-27T00:02:00.002+08:00

yay! I'm so glad that i actually manage to pull through the whole week of test last week and this week. Finally for once i can stop worrying aboout test! It had been a tiring week for most people. I cant really remember what exactly happened but i just know that i struggled like mad sleeping at 2am everyday listening to all the nagging the next morning for being late for school and sleeping late! E learning on the 24th and 25th was a nightmare! It actually took me 45 mins to log into my edulearn account switching from one laptop to another, thinking that my laptop spoilt but it was actually the lousy system that made everything lag! i actually gave up half way and the funniest thing was that everyone who were online on msn were cursing and swearing HAHA on their personal message. Today returned to school and had scolding for amath but seriously frm last year till now ms ho never collect a complete set of hw and i think that is seriously very bad of us to do such a thing. she took about 45mins of her lesson to scold! sigh.. we are always getting scoldings.
School was rather tiring today and i think i screwed up my f and n test. I could not recall what i learned after spending so much time on it! Band was good today. I was super high especially after looking at Ms Chong's actions and expressions and after laughing i actually manage to pitch all my high notes like ALL for the first time. oh and im sure some of you must be thinking why am i always late for band is becasue of the many test that take place after school thats why. I definitely wont want to miss warm ups![= I think i sort of found back my right embochure! GREAT! cos i actually lose it and my playing suck like mad but now it sounds so much better not good but is slightly better.Ms chong actually read our journals for the soundcheck she found out so many things about everyone of us and guess what she wrote us a letter/reflection. I can tell that she is trying really hard but some people just do not realise it. like what ms wee said today our band is the must sayang sayang kind! i realised it too!
okay think i better get to bed now cos im kind of like crapping! i bet there are millions of error in this post.[=

2009-01-30T17:26:00.002+08:00

lynn teo han yue! PS me again!

anyway TGIF! i love fridays now cos no band and school ends at 1.15 unless there is ETCs. By the way ETCs was kind of horrible because the school was chaotic! Apparently no one was listening to the speaker who talked about bullying cos no teachers were around. Guess what! the whole school got scolding after that! lessons were okay today just that a.math was especially funny with ms ho! HAHAHA she wanted to explain something to the class but she suddenly said 'LEG' omg! i was laughing like mad! As usual my dear partner will make me laugh even more! After school, met mr chwee! How am i suppose to survive with his teachings for another 3 more months? Mr ng hurry come back or i'll just fail physics! okay so tutors went to meet him. the sight of him just cant make me stop laughing! He has a cheekopek look okay and he kept staring at me!! shit! so how can i not laugh! The way he teaches the class is as though he is teaching PE! STRETCH EVERYWHERE and the moment he gets excited for i dunno wat reason, he slouches his back like a camel!!! OMG! HIS A JOKE! OPPPS!

Anyway its the end of the January already! I realised that the time passed really fast this year. I thought it was 28th Jan today! Ever since school began, i have been running against time and the amount of work and test coming up is a lot a lot. sigh..and things are getting tougher and tougher.
i think im getting out of control sometimes when im in class! especially with the way i laugh! i'll try to be serious![=

2009-01-25T02:06:00.003+08:00

its chinese new year tmr!

sadly i do not have the mood to celebrate it. I still remember when i was young i looked forward to CNY but is totally different now. i dont feel a thing at all. Maybe is because it is too early? maybe because of the amount of work that we were given! YES! must be!

look!

1)english-cme and a stack of worksheet

2) chinese- test paper

3) amath-8 qns

4)f&n: coursework and mindmap

5) physics-2 worksheets

6)ss and history research

7)tuition hw!

oh gosh look at that i've been trying really hard to complete but sadly there are still a lot waiting for me to touch. have been really busy lately because of the work that teacher keeps giving and the moment you dont do it, it will keep accumulating. ''if you dont kill the monster, the monster will kill you.'' oh yes! being in the eng remedial also mean that i have to do 1 compo per week! Its really good but i think my brain juice is getting lesser and lesser and it actually takes me an hour or more to complete it! besides that school work are getting more and more complicating especially for amath! band,syf is also adding on to my stress hopefully i would be able to pull through the entire year. its only january now!

okay anyway last fri we had cny celebration and i think the items put up were not bad la. we were dismissed at 11.30 suppose to be 12 but the items put up were quite short so it ended early. did not follow y section for outing cos had last minute shopping to do and i've got tonnes of work to be completed before monday.

yea so saturday was suppose to be for me to chiong my work but i slept till 1pm! i wasted half of my day SLEEPING! but i manage to complete f and n coursework. i was munching on biscuit all the way cos mum's cookies rock! HAHA its 0229 so i better get my eyes off the computer before she starts nagging.[=

2009-01-12T20:14:00.002+08:00

missing in action because of some problem frm the internet. anyway last week's eng camp was not as boring but i really enjoyed 'i am gifted' programme by adam khoo even though they provoked us and make us think that our parents are already dead! learn quite a handful of techniques on how t study smart but i dont think it can work for me cos i seriously hate using mind maps! Leroy's favourite phrase'BUT NOBODY LOVE ME'! HAHAH i was laughing all the way especially sessions with candice but her life story somehow inspired me! Favourite phrase that i learnt during the 3D1N camp was THE SWEETEST FORM OF REVENGE IS THROUGH SUCCESS! I totally agree with this phrase and i must definitely prove my relatives wrong!

anyway lesson proper today! oh and it was the released of O's results! CONGRATS TO MY SENIORS! YAY! okay got to go now

2008-12-20T01:19:00.002+08:00

its 1.21am for goodness sake! im suppose to be doing my work but someone is bugging me to blog!

im left with one more wk before sch reopens. Miraculously i manage to complete my hw with the exception of cme and one of my chinese work even a.math which is like 10 times more difficult and more as compared to sch work i manage to complete it with some help. No blanks but my whole table was filled with eraser dust. My cousin even said that im studying in a rubbish dump. Hopefully i complete everthing before monday. Rather busy this few weeks because i spent most of my time watching band concerts. Its definitely not a waste of time and money because after watching every concerts it actually spurs me on to play and practise even harder to attain the sound that those musicians made. I actually wanted attend Not so silent night but is too far even though there is a direct bus frm my house to vjc. So i went for sp concert instead. The sound of music was great i think everything would be good if my bro had not followed me. He embarrassed me by talking so loudly, laughing so loudly and talking nonsense infront of yufang and my junior. He suck!

bro: jie, wat is MD

me: i'll tell u later

bro:eh.... say la

me: shhh

bro: is it McDonald's?[loud and clear!]

OMG!stunned! i was hiding my face while laughing with yufang!

at the back of the programme list it says' laoban's last MD with sp'

guess wat he said!

bro: oh jie that means this is ''laoban's last McDonald with sp'' la

me: @.@!

seriously i did not know where to hide my face pls i was doing silent laughter!!

okay as usual before the concert there was some miscommunication with the tickets that i bought! like without fail for every concert i go something will sure happen!! yes this shows how unlucky i am! Manage to take a picture with mr tan together with my sister and not forgetting KAYMINN in a gown! she ROCKs WITH THE GOWN! TOTALLY! She could not walk with her court shoes! Will upload the pictures asap!

went shopping to get clothes! Finally!! Now im waiting to get shoes and CHRISTMAS PRESENTS!! my aunt is celebrating christmas in advance on Sunday! exchange gifts!im so excited! of and tmr house warming![= busy week!

okay off to do some work![= GOOD NIGHT!

2008-12-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

today was a piss-ful day!
had to go for band super early for spring cleaning and the om's did not even know wat they were suppose to do so waited for quite a while then started cleaning the section cupboard. for ones cornet section's cupboard is super neat and clean! hopefully seniors who are coming back wont get a shock HAHAHA! yea had to clean the trumpets cos we heard that we would be trumpetised yea but is true that cornet section has offcially been trumpetised! so we are the trumpet section now! its sad to be converted into trumpet but different conductor have different preference so the only thing is to adapt and get use to it. anyway there is not much different between a cornet and trumpet but is like conductor change and everything change! sigh.... but hopefully we still remain as one![=

why is that we have to go through such a thing now?
is not the right time!

2008-12-02T21:23:00.003+08:00

as usual emo momo day again when will this end!

i was suppose to conduct for sectionals today but something cropped up in the morning yea so i skipped it but hoped that everything went well. went to sch for meeting about farewell gift and events yea had our last band practice with mr tan how sad! he was trying to teach us all the skills and techniques tt he wanted us to pass down to our juniors for like 2 hours plus! he wanted us to 'start from scratch and keep scratching' he kept emphasising on that! after 2 hours of teaching us how to build up our stamina he went through the set piece in detailed with us for the last time. on the way we decided to capture pictures of him conducting the band because sad to say that though st margs band is the longest band tt he had taught but we took the least pictures with him! yea so used my camera to take pics! something silly happened cos i was suppose to take it secretly without flash but i forgot so the first pic tt i took had flash and he stared at me while conducting HAHAHA so finally when he stopped he said 'WOAH GOT flash of light lei wat is it hurr'?? HAHAH and so we replied him lightning cos it was about to rain! HAHAHAHAHA! FUNNY! hmm... nice atmosphere he said! unfortunately it is our last band prac and last day hearing him cracking lame jokes to us! okay after band had a 'short' meeting again with ms zee! he short is really'short' man! hahaha we decided on the gift to give mr tan and ms chang and she started to say that the band is currently going through many things! yes many and is not the rihgt time to happen! sigh but then life is like that so we have to accept it and get back on our feet! i can tell that he really wants the band to achieve a GOLD for him! i think from our playing today we would be able to make it with if we practise even harder
' the strength of the band is the weakest player frm the band' yea! so let us all work hard towards that goal and make him proud of us!

okay i know that im being random again BUT YES the holidays are coming to an end and i think is time to complete my hw. not much more yay! but is tough to complete it by this wk but i will try and start revision soon not forgetting about my instrument too!!

to play well on your cornet

P-POSTURE
E-EMBOCHURE
A-AIR
R-REED(LIPS FOR BRASS)

corners of you lips must be firm
the middle of u lip must vibrate/flexible
chin has to be flat down
form a diamond shape when u are playing(not smiley face)
play low tones
play long notes
tongue scales(tonguing exercise)

is it a good idea if we are trumpet-ised?

2008-11-30T17:00:00.003+08:00

you are a disappointment! we are not soaring but going downhill!

yesterday's concert was awesome! i had lots of fun and yes i played with my heart and soul finally i manage to! I think we could have played even better but yea the concert had ended the only thing to do now is to stop repeating those mistakes and practise harder! you can say tt im mad haha cos i actually brought back my instrument to practise yesterday after the concert![= yesterday's concert was kind of emo too and yea our band our seriously absentminded many things happened but i shall not elaborate! is too embarrassing to! the last encore piece was really nice! i recoreded it with my phone! mr tan sang along too! okay its really sad that he is leaving us soon like 2 more practises! he really is an awesome conductor its been great to be under the baton of Mr Tan! he made my life in st marg's so fulfilling with all jokes which are lame but yet so meaningful i swear i learnt lots of things frm him! he never fail to encourage us too! I will definitely miss him especially the way he conducts the band with his flexible and jelly-like body!
oh yes ij cornet section ppl are super NICE!! BEVERLY, SHITIAN!

will upload photos sooons! waiting for yufang!!!

2008-11-27T21:07:00.002+08:00

Currently im feeling depress, demoralise ,agitated, nervous and worried!
why am i feeling like that? i think i have not been doing a good job as a leader,i have not lead my section well enough and i have failed to do what i am suppose to do. its been almost one year and im steping down soon. i totally agree with wat ms chang said and what she had told us to reflect on! i think i have let everyone down! i've reflected on everything that i have done and i know what i am suppose to do frm now! maybe no one will understand wat im trying to say and how im feeling but im sure i do and i am going to bring change to everything!

okay just came back frm band camp and every part of my body is aching like mad but my shoulder hurts the most! okay first day of the camp was tiring but i could not sleep at night! had band practise with mr tan. that band prac was an emo one cos he said many things! yes after band prac was lunch, followed by DRILLS! I SWEAR DRILLS WAS FUN WITH MDM HAZEL! SHE ROCK! followed by night games, supper! my section was super pig! we bought lots of food and seniors such as hew mun, sheryl and shahira cam back with bags of food except for joanne and lynn! hahaha who came to steal our food! HAHAHAHAHA! BUT THEY STILL ROCK AND I LOVE THEM!!!

second day, band prac in the morning breakfast as usual bread with peanut butter, kaya or jam. wet games was a little unsuccesful but yea it was okay but the most significant was night prac! I LOVE NIGHT PRACTISE AND I WAS SUPER HIGH! how i wish it was unil 12am but i think ppl will complain! yes we prepared 2 pieces for mr tan farewell party nostalgia and stand by me his favourite![= yea! okay went back to sleep felt super pissed! sigh... but christabel went back home cos she fell ill on that day because her hair was not dry the previous night! yes as usual seniors without fail will always play prank on us! this was different they place fart bombs outside the class and it stinked to the core man! even gave me a shock when i was sleeping! yes lucky i was smart enough man i placed my shoe and slippers in the class! so it wasnt dirty cos the seniors pouredsome gluey, jelly and sticky like thing on our slippers and tied our shoes together!!

last day
ban prac out emotinal one again cos mr tan told us about the ij girl who met with an accident who is in a critical condition now and the bari sax girl who had cancer. yes then he told us about mrs lee again! i think she really means a lot to him.yes so i think we should pray for the girls man is really sad! debrief and yea sl and com meeting! discuss about mr tan farewell and ms chang. debrief again with the teachers!

yea truthfully i think that this yr band camp was kinda slack and unorganised! cos i was suppose to bath at 10plus but ended up the whole section bath at 11.30!! sighi still prefer last few years camp! strict is so much better than slacking!the leaders should be more strict towards the sec1s cos i seriously think that they have no discipline at all. they were behaving like some little kids which pisses me off! like totally! sigh... disappointed!

2008-11-23T20:29:00.002+08:00

yesterday had bbq finally i get to meet my cousins! when was the last time i saw them? hm... june? yes its rather long so we had to warm up before we get into the mood to talk non stop! sin pei and i we are always the one talking so we decided to take up the challenge to approach felicia who always refuses to talk to us hahahaha! yea we did it! finally we talked and i got to know that she is in band flute section! yes i swear POOL SIDE BUFFET AND BBQ WAS FANTASTIC! i think it would be even better if the bbq is not prepared by outsider! ya but its good that none of us stinked la! i thought my dad is the only one in the QUEK FAMILY who has really bad temper but no! my cousin's too! sama sama!

okay anyway it would be my last time blogging today before i leave for band camp which is tmr! Finally completed my packing and i have no idea why is it that im bringing so many things i've got 2 bags to carry and that packet of 1kg of flour is a burden! haha its super heavy! btw corbet section! are we having camp or a time for get together +picnic? hahahaha we bought a lot of junks man! haha hopefully i'll enjoy myself during the camp and hopefully the sec1s are more open!! PLS! u ppl make us feel weird with ur quietness!! so pls open up![= OUR SECTION SUPPOSE TO BE RETARDED AND NOT LIKE A MOUSE! HAHAHAHAHAHAH
okay mia for 3 days or maybe even more[=

2008-11-19T20:55:00.002+08:00

the holidays are ending very soon and i have not completed my hw except for Emath and Amath! both eng and chi are my CMI subjects but i better finish it up before the end of November so that i would be able to relax a little! okay finally i feel so glad to be back for band! it had been a long time since i last saw mr tan! haha his like chao da cos of NCO! hahaha sigh... his gonna leave the band really soon! i'll miss his lame jokes and the way he teaches the band! anyway got the set piece for syf 09 i think it sounds rather nice but i have to crack my brains as to how to arrange the pieces or it would be in a huge mess again and i dont want things to happen! CHRISTABEL U BETTER RETURN FOR BUDDY TEACH WITH ME ON FRIDAY OR I'LL KILL YOU!! YOU CAN DO IT MAN! SEC3 NXT YR?? HMM... U MUST MAKE IT MAN!
okay im just blogging for the sake of someone whoc said that im an inactive blogger!!!

2008-11-16T02:37:00.002+08:00

oh dear actually had to go for some workshop today but i skipped it cos woke up in the morning with a really bad headache! if this pain is going to continue how would i be able to last throughout my stressful life which starts nxt year? the pain is holding me back frm doing things that i really wish to do! so i slept at home till about 10+ and yea the pain went off a lil. it was totally a waste of my time cos i stayed at home not doing anything! okay at about late afternoon went out to celebrate advance birthday dinner for my bro cos his birthday is on the 20th and nobody has the time to celebrate with him so we went out to buy what he wanted and had dinner! hmm.. i think the person who deserve that PSP should be me and not him! i dont get such expensive gift at all throughout my entire 15 years so why is he getting it man! UNFAIR but he has to share it! yea so went to bras bhasar to buy his psp. lucky we were not one step late cos the shop close at 7pm! so after that went to capage plaza for dinner at WARRAKU the food that they sold there was not what we wanted cos is tepanyaki! so dad drove us to HEEREN! the original WARRUKU! i swear the food there is seriously worth it man and the portion is not at all small it taste good too! especially the creamy salmon udon! the bowl that was use to put the noodle is really HUGE not like ajisen! is super big! i'll upload pics soon![= yes the dessert was good too! after that went back home!

imsort of addicted to VIWAWA! ALL THX TO LEE WANYU! HAHAAHA btw i got hit on the head with a chopstick by my sis today!! thx to her! i was super piss with her i bet she was too but u went to aggitate her even more! MUAHAHAHAHA!
okay its 3am now so good niight![=

2008-11-13T21:43:00.006+08:00

finally i ahd the feel to post up photos which were taken quite long ago and im serious they are really long! hahaha 4TH JUNE 'CLASS' BBQ HAHAHA im so sorry ppl cos i didnt have time. after the chalet photos are those that were taken during Halloween in the Night Safari!

YES! THESE ARE THE PICTURES THAT WERE TAKEN IN THE NIGHT SAFARI! i swear it was damn scary even though i knew that those ghost were actually human beings! how silly was I! i screamed so freely man until i had sore throat the next morning! hehe at the same time i was releasing some stress cos of some problems! sadly no photography during the tram ride but it was fun! the beginning was quite boring because is just like ordinary tram ride going around learning about noctournal animals in the dark yea but closer to the end all those eerie eerie stuff started appearing! i was so sway pls cos the seats allowed a max of 4 ppl but we splitted up so there was 3 at my side adn guess wat i was sitting at the corner! so those'ppl' sat beside me!! went right in front of my face! OMG I SCREAMED AT THE TOP OF MY VOICE UNTIL NOTHING CAME OUT! OOPS AND I SHOUTED FOR MUM WHEN SHE WAS NOT EVEN THERE! HAHAHAAHAHAHA THINKING ABOUT IT REALLY MAKE ME EMBARRASS!
just a warning never come close to me when u are going to somewhere eerie or you'll be embarrass and after everything maybe you would become partially deaf! hahaha for ur info i screamed even before i stepped into the zoo! thanks to some clowns but i trully enjoyed it! hmm... comparing the zoo with the haunted house in malaysia, i think that is 10 times scarier!!
look at the pics!

these 3 crazy ppl cannot sit tgt, ghost feel a sense of accomplishment aft attacking us.(yes they came back to us when they heard only the 3 of us screaming!! which made me scream even more!)

this dim sum man!

BUTCHER!
yea these ppl are not as scary as those that i had seen during the tram ride![=

OHH a new way to die! go to the zoo, provoke the animals! like what that malaysian man did in singapore zoo! he went to provoke the white tigers by stepping into their territory! HE died horribly! from what i read he was kinda eccentric, his mind was not in a right state i guess!

okay is getting rather late and there is test tmr! YAY! ITS THE LAST DAY OF AEM! SAY HI TO BAND![[=

2008-11-12T00:33:00.002+08:00

oh dear! the presentation that my group spent so much time on was kind of a failure HAHAH! Instead of presenting in a proper manner my grp kept laughing continuously just because of the recorded voice of lynn and i which i think was quite retarded! apart from that 'VARIETY OF BUNS' made us laugh even more! aiya i was just distracted by THINGS around me HAHAHA thats why! anyway went back for self prac this morning with alicia and nicole! nicole just sat there to stone cos her gums were aching! YESYESYES! there was this cockroach that flew into my house when i was reading in the living room! it flew pass me man! yea and guess wat i ran around the house screaming like some psycho until i reach the kitchen where my sis and bro were hiding while i was running and screaming away! eh is like there are so many houses that u can enter but why my house! i saw it landing on the telephone for 20mins i swear im not going to touch it until it is cleaned! my sis suddenly came up with some stupid idea tat was to call home so that the cockroach would get a shock and fly out of the house but when the phone rang it stayed in the same position!
sis: i dont think it has ears pls!
me:-_-!
HAHAHA yea as long as it does not touch me or enter my bedrooom im okay with evrything!
i mistook the bird's feather as another baby cockroach that flew into the balcony! i was super freaked out![= but it seems that it had disappeared into thin air cos its no where to be found!YAY! NO WORRIES!
OKAY IM OFF TO SLP![=

2008-11-08T22:28:00.003+08:00

friday
yay last day of head start! i think headstart for english was not as toturous as wat i thought! even if it was i'll not complain cos i think i seriously need those practices! amath was kind of confusing for me and i swear i would just die for that! okay after headstart, lynn,eliz, wy and i went to library to do amath but we failed man! ended up talking , laughing and eventually we felt super hungry! haha so decided to leave for SINGAPORE POLY to have our lunch. i ate unagi don, cream puff, 4nugggets and 3 seaweed chicken!(some were eaten during break) after that a group of us camwhored till about time then we proceed for our AEM! Yesterday's aem was quite fun and pain!you'll know it later![=
1) learn about dining
2)food and beverage
3) learn about fine dining
4)social etiquette
5)folding napkins[=
6) types of wine
7) types of glasses for wine and champagne
i love yesterday's lesson! oh yes and i would liek to sincerely thx nas for that fall!
actually i was standing in front of the computer, beside lynn without realising that my chair had been pulled to the back by nas so i crossed my leg sat and lean back against AIR and guess wat! i fell backwards like 20cm from original position! i landed landed on the floor hard on my butt all the way up to my backbone! couldnt talk for a few seconds! the pain was so intense but i manage to laugh cos i fell in a very weird position.hopefully nothing happens to me or else......hm.....

Saturday
woke up super early to do project that would be graded by tuesday! went to lynn's house at 10 all the way till 830pm! omg im feeling super tired now hopefully our hard work pays off cos the ppt presentation tt we made required a lot of brain juice and the layout was beautifully done! the script was one of the worse because we had quite a number of slides and we had to further elaborate on each point. besides being busy with doing i think lynn's mum fed wanyu and i with lots of food! red bean, noodles,porridge and mac breakfast! wow! im gonna put on a lot of weight! a minute ago my father just commented on how fat i am now! hm.. but he is the main culprit![= wanyu, nora and i actually wanted to put up lynn's oh so beautiful picture with make-up on sigh... but after thinking about it i think we should not cos its kind of rude to allow the whole world to view her pic without her permission. okay im gonna stop here for now! oh by the way lynn if u are seeing this i wasnt angry at u man! haha i was just pretending![= laugh more! hahaha''variety of buns''(inside joke)[=

hols hw are yet to be touched! except for my fav subject PHY![=
SIAN! I THINK I SHOULD STOP PROCRUSTINATING OR I'LL NEVER COMPLETE THEM!
BAND CAMP IN 2 WEEKS TIME[[= I CANT WAIT!

2008-10-20T19:46:00.002+08:00

i was so tired all over this morning cos did not sleep well last night as mum was so sick. lucky i didnt go to the toilet or i would have vomited like how she did! sis could not sleep after that too haha cos i woke her up to help and i just lay on my bed HAHA! could not go back to sleep after that cos had very bad headache but manage to after some time. went to school to collect 4 papers today. im not at all satisfied with my chemistry and history! I studied so hard for my history and i just got a pass! its not fair! maybe is the way that i studied but after looking the problem that im facing is due to my SBQ again! i better buck up or i'll struggle next year as there is another 2 more skills to learn!! chemistry was not at all good even though i passed, but that was not the marks im aiming for i think i could have done better too. there was a number of careless mistakes too! but like what ms lum said we should not use careless mistakes as an excuse for us to do badly. F and N was all right, 55/80 im glad that i was able to pass. hopefully my course work will pull up my overall. i will definitely study hard for this subject cos dropping it means that i've wasted my time. amath was okay just that there were lots of careless mistakes!! okay i should stop talking about results for now or i'll just go mad! today mr low went into the class to call up those who did not do well for final year. i think 5 went to see mrs tan which means that the rest of the class will still remain together YAY! i thought i would be one of them cos i fail my eng! terribly!! even my sis did not know what to say! sigh........ okay im gonna watch tv now so shall stop here![=

2008-10-17T01:02:00.000+08:00

sleepless nights have not ended yet perhaps it would end next monday after collecting all my results! i was super nervous that i keep wanting to vomit last night. okay the first paper i received today was english i passed my eng paper 2[on the dot!] failed my paper 1 which means i still fail my overall eng! i seriously have no idea whats wrong with me! next was ss i thought i would fail cos i left blank for one sbq qn which was 7 marks! digh.. but didnt do too well either, i guess it was seq that allowed me to pass! 31/50 so close to failing! followed by emath paper. im satisfied with my
physics paper but i think i could have done even better if i did not study the day before. 39.5/50!
mother tongue was atrocious! can u imagine this is my first time failing it! my mum got a shock! oops! m.. but i'll do something about it... i will! went for NUS wind orchestra the performance was great and it was mr tan's last performance with the NUS band. the songs they played were uber nice how i wish i could play just like the trumpeters! i want! i dont think i can! they sounded very bright. but i hope that i learned something from this performance. hm.. mr tan ended off the concert very well and i love it!!many ppl cried i can somehow feel how they were feeling just now! anyway our next concert with mr tan will be on 29th NOVEMBER combine concert with CHIJ TOA PAYOH! I CANT WAIT.

2008-10-16T23:10:00.002+08:00

finally i get to experience what's the real meaning of bored!
Did nothing in school today, simply sat down in class to stone for full 3 hours! talked until got nothing to talk play until go mad and had no more voice! im totally mad! But manage to sleep in class even though it was quite noisy for a moment i thought that i was in a market and everything was so confusing due to the noise! oh i forgot about the earlier part in the morning! we had some safety talk by major chua and Bukit Timah Neighbourhood police came to show us 'movies'. it was so BORING! after that we had inter-class competition, played boardgames my favourite! test your IQ your speed! until today then i realise that im slow. after that stoned through out the day until thanks giving which was at 1.30pm. i think i need to sit down quietly and reflect!! went back home use the computer for a while and slept for 3 hours![[= WOW!WOW!WOW! after sleeping i was super energetic during tuition! TRIGO makes me go bonkers but is FUN![=
okay im feeling uber scared now cos im gonna get back my results tmr and on monday

FRIDAY

English
Emath
Social Studies
Mother Tongue
Science physics

Monday
Science Chemistry
A math
F&N!

rah! im so dead! heard that we'll be having headstart too but it will start one week later than the express but i still need to go back at the same time as the express cos of e math! thx! i think its time to get back to study again when holiday starts or i'll simply forget everything that i had learn at the beginning of the year. okay its rather late now so i'll stop here for now[=

2008-10-14T21:23:00.002+08:00

What a day i had! went to school feeling so tired and thx lynn for not coming to school!! no one to gossip to HAHAHAHA! okay went for jewellery art today, i was damn pissed with all those tiny little seed beads and pearls what made my day worse was that i had flu half way through the day and my nose was just like a faulty tap, keep dripping and dripping non-stop! but overall this is one of the most interesting activity of the 3 that i had chosen. hopefully polymer sculpturing would be great too, pls because i dont want my $12 to go to waste! Apparently, for material scuplturing it had gone to WASTE! can u imagine me, mingling with the beads and holding on to a tissue the feeling was indescribable pls so agitated and the weather was super hot! the wholes for the string to go through was so small that it always either slip through my finger or slipped out of the string and i had to redo everything! okay this shows that im a person with little patience whoever irritated me during that whole 4 hours almost got killed by me HAHAHA JOKING!
btw valerie you are seriously a joker!
valerie: let me see what's in your bag
greta: see lor
valerie: what is this?(hand sanitizer)
greta: hand sanitizer la
valerie: let me try
and guess WHAT!? she went to rub the hand sanitizer on her ARM instead of applying on her hands! she made me laugh like mad!! she thought that was lotion cos the bottle stated hand lotion so she rubbed against her arm=.=!
NEXT! instead of using a plier to close the ring she went to use the cutter that which was almost identical lucky the person manage to stop her in time or she'll just cut her necklace away! GOONESS SHE'S DAMN FUNNY! could not stop laughing everytime when im with her![[=

yesterday was boring i should day. material sculpturing! we had to pick trash! we pay $12 to pick trash? clean the sch? no my hands are not to do this sort of things you know... kidding! yeah picked trash to do some retarded and redundant mechanics stuff! i think our group had the nicest and least messy machine! it totally wasted my time! i could have slept for another extra 5 hours if i were to stay at home! but its over so its okay!
i cant wait for tmr! is the last day of our post exam actvities![= REJOICE!!

okay is time for me to get back to watch my show! cya!

2008-10-11T23:56:00.002+08:00

im so happy and yet worried for my results! i can predict that this term's results would be 1000000 times bad! i keep dreaming about my results but nothing can solve the problem now the only thing is to work hard doubly hard next year i swear i would!
okay anyway went shopping with my sis today! shopping spree after dont know how many months but now im BROKE! went out with 100+ ended up with almost nothing! but i swear it was fantastic! told myself that i must buy two shorts,2 shirts, 1 sandals, 1 slippers, 1 shoe and go to kinokuniya to buy 2 books but came back home with a few things that i wanted to buy but i bought many accessories! thx to my sis for restricting me! started shopping at city hall, suntec city, plaza singapura, OG, centre point, heren, takashimaya and wisma. walked through out so my leg is aching like mad. thanks sis for that bag![= you dont earn much as an attachment student but u are willing to spend that amount for my bag! thx!thx!
having a really bad headache now so i think i should sleep now!

2008-10-10T14:42:00.011+08:00

like wat i had said i truly enjoyed myself yesterday to the MAXIMUM!! went out with yubin,meifei,lucia,lynn,elizabeth and wanyu! they really made my day after experiencing so much stress during the exams. went to watch house bunny at cineleisure at 1545. the show was quite funny but a little retarded. after movie waited for wanyu, who lost her way from far east to cineleisure, so meifei had to go all the way to somerset cos she took a TRAIN! HAHAHA! when she could actually walk. bus down to plaza singapura went to cottonon to see things we wanted to buy someones present but dont know wat she want so decided to leave for sakae sushi at Marina Square. i swear, dinner was really fun especially with elisabeth 'friend' hahaha! the pictures shall do the talking:

waiting for our dinner which took us about 20mins

waiting for wanyu

ahem!

???

i love this pic but where is yubin?

yubin & elizabeth

where is meifei??

yup so that was how i spent my day from 3to 10pm. Apparently my mum was not angry with me cos i reached home at 1030! hm.. im thinking when will be our next outing again.... not so soon yeah or i will get bored HAHAHA! okay for now i have to complete a number of things like vacuuming the floor, packing my table and folding the clothes. my table is in a complete mess which i have no idea how to pack them. look at this i started my year with a clean desk and a roller chair but now i have a table with books and bag, 2 extra chairs with books and bags too!

extra roller chair for books!

extra chair that i use to put bags and books

my table

no wonder my mum nags at me evryday. hm.. thinking of a way to pack this mess!

2008-10-08T18:07:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over!!
but i screwed up both papers to day amath p1 anf f and n!! shit!! not only that chem and ss too!!
thats why i dont feel relief at all even though exams had ended! can predict about results! anyway i
cant wait to go out tmr.It had been a long time since i last stepped out of the house to enjoy oh and i might be going for NUS concert next friday have not been watching concerts. by the way it was yufang's birthday yesterday and we played a prank on HER! HAHAHA! actually i have lots of things to blog about but i cant seem to remember so i will stop here and continue packing my table!!![= otherwise mum will nag and nag and nag and i will not be able to go out!!

2008-08-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

after pondering over what mr tan had said to the com members and Sls, i think its high time for me to do some self-reflection.
okok band was rather okay did sight reading for der vogelhandler! it was quite soft and mr tan demanded our section to play LOUDER! he said that i was playing to ants super depressing.. hahaha no man not at all depressing but funny!! high G bright, round and loud sound!! am i able to do that? yes i am able if i do self practise!! i need and i must go back for self-practise, no matter how tight my schedule is!
school had been rather boring especially a.math! that shit person dunno how to teach! only know how to make me sleep man! hahahaha he repeats everything over and over again like grandmother stories and now we are like so far behind time, thx to his slowness!

okay will continue some other time. i know my post looks incomplete hahaha but my eyes cannot take it anymore!!

my promise to___
my goal!!

2008-07-25T23:00:00.000+08:00

ended school at 1040 today. rather sad seeing everyone stepping out of the school gate heading for home!! anyway stayed abck for rehearsal and had section lunch together at macs![= went back to school shifted the percussion and changed! i almost finted man! super stuffy! at about 430 the guess of honour arrived! mum said that her head was always down. hahaha maybe she's shy! almost fell asleep for the first half cos of the talking. went up to stage to collect my prize oh and my shoe almost came off so i had to brake fr a while hope that no one saw that!!!!
perhaps this shall be the day i have to remember the most because im very very very sure that this would be my last year attending speech day as a prize recipient. looking at all my shit results this year i bet wont get a single thing next year! im not motivated and things at home are getting worse! how am i suppose to study???????????? its ALL THEIR FAULT!!

im feeling lost right now! they are living in a house not talking for almost a week! something is really wrong! but i cant do anything!

oh and here is something for you! im very disappointed about ur attitude towards____ now. if not for you i think WE would be very_____. why must you always be the one spoiling everything? keep it to yourself if you have anything to say about our______. is not whether we are ____ed or not. everything comes from yourself first. your behavior and attitude speaks a lot about you. seriously im not sure whats running through your mind now, just bear with it for one more year and u can stop ranting everything about____. im sorry if i had not done my job well enough to satisfy you. if u even see this pls do some self-reflection. you are the only one feeling this way, i guess so........... i've had enough of this! so pls STOP!

2008-07-20T00:32:00.003+08:00

had a been a while since i last blogged! for the whole for the last two wks i slept at 1 plus close to 2 am to complete my coursework ended up dozing off during lessons like history and amath. my eyebags are super saggy that i think it is able to carry my tears haha. have at least three test every week and i cant even cope!! next wk would be eng compo, ss and phy. shit man! its saturday and have not even started memorising!
anyway had band today. i was late for 15mins! goodness and was made to run 4 rounds ALONE! EMBARRASSING! but.... drills today was okay. the disgusting flasher appeared again!! fourth time!
wanyu i update already okay!! haha eventhough it does not really makesense hahaha

2008-07-02T22:15:00.002+08:00

a wk since i last posted! ever since sch started, homeworks and projects keep piling up one after another! in all i think i have 6 project work
1) coursework A
2)Social Studies
3)coursework B
4)chemistry[vit c]
5) History(STALIN)
6) Learning Journey(sculpture of Yishun)
ARGH!!!!! im going bonkers! homework and test!
talking about test i flunk my eng compo!! next up will be chinese! both my languages are super horrible! going to get help no matter how tight my weekly schedule is! im way behind time and im feeling a little unusual! im trying to find my way back to where i am suppose to be and get wat im suppose to have! this class is seroiuosly giving me pressure!! or is it im giving myself pressure?? i feel so hopeless or rather helpless now!

2008-06-25T18:36:00.003+08:00

today's learning journey was totally hiong but it was my first time interviewing people! the feeling of being ignored seriously made me mad! dont want then say dont want walk off!? pls la who do you are man! we are just students doing a project why cant you just help us man! you think we wanna interview you?? dream on! sigh but as time passes we manage to interview may ppl. walk from yishun to sembawang then back to yishun again. got really pissed when we were looking for the town council instead of just crossing the road we walked one whole big round, crossed many many roads! WHOOSH! but i think it was a good experience so much better than wat? AMAZING RACE! HAHAHA!

sigh lots of hw to be completed by tmr! talking about hw it reminded me of the teachers that are teaching my class this term! all the good good teachers who taught us last term, mr anthony, ms siti will not be teaching us anymore!!! AHH!! HISTORY DIE! CHEM DIE! AHHHHHHH!! i realised that ever since i stepped into st margs i do not have any permanent teachers who stay with the class throughout the year! not a single year at all! sway!!

yesterday was a rather okay day hahahaha mrs rethinam is seriously like our mum!! i'll never be bored of her naggings cos whatever she says, i think it really do make sense! her talk had seriously motivated the class to do even better! and YES we are exactly like pigs living in pig sty!!

HEY PPL PLS WAIT FOR THE PHOTOS TO BE UPLOADED!
NOT NOW COS I CANT FIND MY PHOTOS!! SORRY!![=
soooooooon!!

2008-06-20T17:46:00.002+08:00

going for A TEST NOW!!
SHIATZ!

2008-06-18T22:43:00.002+08:00

the whole of this wk BAND BREAK!!! FINALLY cos i need time to chiong hw and do some revision especially chemistry and f and n. mission failed i thought i would be able to finish my hw at the second wk but..... no im still doing it now a lot more to go! woke up like damn early cos have to reach grandma's house super early to pray. at about 1 came back home to slp and then went for tuition. horrible day. seriously i think eu yan sang chinese medicine helps to cure my headache and im now a brigher person hahahaha ALL OF A SUDDEN! not moody anymore! yay! last sunday's bbq at cousin house was damn fun! some lousy condo!:X but seriously we were bbq-ing in the dark and lots of cockroaches running around every minute and every seconds so can u imagine how many times i screamed!!?? many! hahaha after dinnerer remained outdoor till 10pm, spent about 2 hours listening to ghost stories in the army days from my cousins and some are like real life experience! now then i know that my cousin's bf has an eye that can see thing thing* so scary! i pity my cousin! hahahah! there was once when they passed by a soccer field somewhere near my cousin's house at about midnight then he saw many ppl playing soccer. so he asked my cousin why at his hour still got so many ppl playing soccer huh? err.... my cousin FREAKED OUT!!! OMG!! HAHAHA cos no one was playing!! enough of this okay then went into the house and talked about chilhood memories!!! i really love my cousins! BEST! THEY HAVE REALLY GOOD MEMORIES! ohh before that went ice-skating at kallang first time there!
not very pack as compared to jurong entertainment center! the skates are also nicer, not as smelly and is newer! the ice there is much smoother dont u think so?? okay this post is in a big mess! hahahahaha!
goodnight!
4 more days andi will become a busy girl again!!![;

2008-06-14T00:19:00.003+08:00

13th june 08 friday!! kinda unlucky! firstly late for band cos had to help alicia with something but in the end she no need my help. hmm.. on my way to sch traffic JAM by the time i reach sch i was damn late and was perspiring like mad. okay had to carry cantten tables and chairs to the hall for grad day but after bringing up like 4 sets of canteen tables and chairs they said that we are not allowed to eat in the hall so had to bring it down wasted my energy!! its okay.... section tribute was kinda screwed up cos it was my first time talking into the microphone! oops! sigh so many things happened today!! but i still love the video our section had presented to our senior!! its damn nice! credits to ALICIA! the door gift for the seniors this year quite cute i LOVE! i brought it back home instead of putting it into the the section cupboard confused mah cos got a lot of plastic bags around!!! HAHAHA! OH AND only joanne and lynn turned up!! sad bad! and you know they gave us something so cute and CREATIVE but DISGUSTING! hahaha a pampers with sweets and biscuits!! I LIKE IT!![=
rush back for tuition and again i was late!! sian..... coordinate geometry is FUN hahaaha!
sorry friends for delaying the bbq photos cos im pissed! after uploading everything for almost an hour my itchy hands pressed onto something and only 4 pictures were left instead of 10++ all my hard work! so now have to wait until i have the feel then i'll upload again!

LOOK!! ITS COOL CUTE AND CREATIVE!!

but... somehow..... it looks rather disgusting! HAHA!

OKAY ITS 1AM GOOD NIGHT

2008-06-06T01:00:00.002+08:00

wednesday!
after a few nights of asking my father to allow me to go for chalet, he finally agreed to but somehow iw as so unlucky la it rained in the afternoon and he called home and said that im not allowed to go! woah got damn pissed then he talk crap on the phone saying '' crazy ppl never kidnap you before you not scared wait until it happen tooo late'' yadayada! but in the end i just went off! i took almost 2 hours to reach there if im not wrong it was about 530pm yup went to collect the bbq stuff! damn funny we forgot about matchsticks so lynn and i ran all the way to the shop to buy then not enough starter we ran to buy again! not enough charcoal ran again! no brush ran the last time! woah! but it was damn fun! had fun bullying lucia! MAN WOR! HAHAHA! bbq and the otah was damn nice this malay guy damn nice we went to borrow starter frm him and he gave 10++ otah! nice! nice! had fun screaming and EATING! TOOOOOTS! went home at about 11.40. i think i would hae enjoyed myself even more if i was alllowed to go ESCAPE BUT SADLY......

thursday!
as usual pissed! MORE PISSED! my father again scolded me for no reason! its a long story but it has got to do with my bro again! speechless! miserable life! sigh he scolded some word* at me and dug me out of bed man! who in the world would have such a father who digs his daughter who is sleeping out of bed! not literally diggingme out la hahaha but it was vvery bad of him to do that la! sad! but thats my life! chiong out in the morning for SECTION OUTING! we tried the amazing race like the seniors did to us but i think kinda like failed la cos i think theclues are quite easy la! but never mind.... went to the arcade play like mad dance dance! goodness me! HAHAHA! took pics too but now its 0126am so next time soon and i MEAN IT! BYE

band tmr!(:

2008-06-03T01:15:00.002+08:00

im feeling so guilty! so fast one week of the hoilday has gone thought i would be able to finish most of my hw by last wk but i failed! had band on both tues and fri, went out for 4 days! goodness! if these were to carry on which i think it would, i think im far away frm my goal. really far! yesterday was suppose to go downtown east with cousins to swim but in the end most of them could not make it so 6 of us went to watch movie IRON MAN! the show quite nice but i went in without my head throbbing but i came out with it throbing! had really bad headache dont know why! i guess the sound effect of cathay was too good that it had such a great impact!!hahaha! after movie went for a break at mos burger! ate unagi rice burger damn nice! wanted to drink the corn and clam chowder soup but too ex so i missed it! went back after tt. my head was damn pain until i couldnt take so i went to rest for a while no hep at all so i woke up! eh kinda scared tt i have brain tumour cos its a weekly kind of thing and is so pain tt i feel like charging towards a pillar and just DIE! how i wish i could do tt but i dont think i willl die tt easily probably deep coma! okay there is band tmr! will be going earlier for junior band to discuss grad day! its like next wk i think yes it is! its rather late now like 1.26am so good night!

2008-05-26T23:38:00.003+08:00

seriously long long time never post already but i go online everyday without fail i guess im too lazy lah hahaha yup so last wk many things happened. firstly i got back my results i should say this mye was a total failure but i dont think this would ever happen again! hopefully lah! it carried on for 2 days tues and wed! rather depressing the only thing i was happy about was my science and a math![[= yup OHH not forgetting VJC CONCERT! it was great! great! great! i wanna watch it again! before concert sec3s went to meet kay minn alone then headed to bugis fr seoul garden! yummy man have not stepped into it for years hahaha but after everything i smelled like BBQ chicken even in the theatre! met sheryl and the rest. WOAH! SHERYL PRETTY WOR + HER DIMPLES(SUPER DEEP)!! NICE! HAHAHA! ok camwhored during intermission and i think that lady got pissed with us! hahaha but i seriously enjoyed myself and the music played had really calm me down after seeing my results! SHIOK! bALLLOON!! SRY ELIZABETH!!

thursday nothing much happened but i was seriously damn touched with wat mrs rethinam had said to the class, things that came out from her mouth was so heart warming and encouraging even though she use to say that we are like pigs living in pig sty, its okay man we dont take it into heart!!

friday was the last day of sch, sports day. this yr sports day failure man firstly no sec4s cooke house almost died, secondly sec3s 4 times 100 race was..... thirdly no cheerleading my favourite!! seriously cooke house almost died third place! goodness the leaders were not even sure with wat cheers we are suppose to do or rather wat are the cheers that the house have. all they no is SUPER SOLID CHEER! HAHAHA! FUNNY BUNNY! ah ya but its ok.

saturday! got back my report bk! i was damn depress wanted to cry out loud but no la embarrass myself only. passed everything except for eng as usual! languages were like shit man! if it were to continue for the next term i guess it would be the end of the world! father kinda desperate to get an english tutor for me! but$$$$$$$ hahahaha! percentage for overall rather low highest in class 74.5! pro! sigh.... actually i asked for these results! i dont blame anyone. its my fault actually! its over so i shall just put it aside and work even harder!

oh and JOANNE LIM! I REALLY MISS YOU!!
JOKES PLS! WAITING FOR YOU TO BRIGHTEN UP MY DAY!!

2008-05-16T22:21:00.002+08:00

its finally FRIDAY! i love FRIDAY'S!!
post exam activity today was rather fun kompang?/angklung?yup interesting instruments! i love the sound made by the angklung it made me felt so relax but definitely it cant be compared with MY instrument! had first aid after break it was quite boring until we came to the practical. CPR! OMG! ''giving out my first kiss to a DUMMY!' HAHAHA! thats so funny! had no assembly today so instead of packing the classroom the whole class was playing CARDS! i was one of them man with nora and friends playing uno! some weird game using the KING SIZE UNO cards scream like mad dogs HAHAHA! EMBARRASSING and the whole class was like SHH!SHH! haha cant be help we were TOO EXCITED! ok so i saw the timetable for next week and i seriously dread it because receiving back papers that i do not wish to get back! better make full use of the time now to play! ohh yes! maths(e and a ) teachers' are all rushing us to pack! damn it! i dislike packing files!
after sch had sectionals till 4.30. my lips went totally nump and purple today cos my instrument was left alone for almost a month could not really play. preparing for ________ and many other events coming up like st mary's band! okay its time to continue with my coursework cya!

2008-05-13T14:30:00.002+08:00

sometimes i really think whether im in the right family. why are my parents like that? why cant they give me a peaceful life. everyone seems to be falling apart. why is this so?? i seriously do not know wats going on. unreasonable father look today is his birthday i didnt wish him last night cos i slept at exactly 12am when he was still bathing so i didnt bother to wait for him. i slept till 11am this morning and he went off for work so i didnt have a chance to see him so he came back at about 1pm for lunch so i wished him! guess wat he said 'its okay dont have to wish me no sincerity at all wat is the time now' OH MY GODDNESS! I was damn shock la! wat is his problem! is not as though i forgot his birthday! iwas seriously damn shock!shock! shock! my only wish is for my dad to be more understanding, caring and less sensitive nothing more!!

pissed!

2008-05-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

shall blog about saturday!
actually nothing much went to my cousin house to have buffet for mother's day but before that we went out to mind's cafe at orchard for a few rounds of board games! OMG SNORTA! DAMN RETARDED GAME! MADE A FOOL OF MYSELF! hahaha but seriously a number of games there were interesting have always thought of asking friends to go but it seems like they have no interest in boardgames so yup will always catch a movie or have lunch instead. played for 4 hours then headed to my cousin's house the BUFFET DAMN NICE MAN! wanted to swim but was rather late at that time so just went to soak my leg in it and guess wat i stepped on a COCKROACH!! yew! yew! had two AWFULLY CHOCOLATE CAKES AND ICE CREAM AFTER DINNER! SINFUL!SINFUL! SINFUL! OH DEAR! the cake was nice but the ice cream was even NICER!!! RICH MILKY CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM! a cake was for mother's day another was for May babies! as usual cousin gave me something! a bag! i have more then enough of it like 7 if im not wrong! but its ok this new one can replace my older bag which is time to be thrown away! went home at about 11 and guess wat i manage to watch that horror movie!![=

nothing really happened on sunday just went to my granny house and goodness me REMUS is so chubby and his head is not proportionate with his body!! hahaha! ryan still as cute! he and his chinese poems and his two little dicky birds.....! DAMN CUTE!!

today went for leadership training it was rather boring but they never fail to feed us with food man! PIGS! haahaha! HOW I WISH THEY WILL ALWAYS PROVIDE US WITH FOOD!! but i think i learn quite a number of things there and is somehow beneficial. ok im getting a little drowsy dunno why so good bye![[=

2008-05-09T21:06:00.002+08:00

went to ICA bulding to make my IC alone! loner hahaha saw quite a few smss ppl there and coincidentally, my neighbour was also there! hahaha but didnt talk to her! after that went to the library. its high time for me to read some story books cos i didnt touch them for quite a few months already father also grumbling saying that my eng very weak must read more. yup i manage to borrow 2 books saw quite a number of interesting ones but cant be too ambitious cos its impossible for me to finish 3-4 thick books within 3 weeks not forgetting my coursework! SIAN! hahaha

came back home and slack, use the computer, slept for 2 hours and then packed my table and vacumm the house! HAHA! vacumming the floor can be fun if the vacumm cleaner does not make any noise! my favourite household chore cos can lose weight and clean the house at the same time kill two birds at one time!!HAHAHA! ok lame..

pon my emath tuition today! exams are over and its the only time i can rest and after that band would resume on fri+ tuition damn tiring so must make full use of this time! im having mixed feelings! i want band to resume cos i miss band and my instrument!at the same time no cos of the kind of problems that im faced with! tooooooots!

sympathy?? sigh...

2008-05-08T22:41:00.002+08:00

the exams are finally over!!

i dont feel relax at all! i feel tense all over i think is cos of my results. it will be the most horrible in my three yrs! i swear!
so many things happened for the pass few weeks la but i cant seem to remember most of them but i just know that my ex chinese tuition teacher is kind of depress. she's like a demon, ghost, monster, alien! rahh! she's just scary a.cos when i was on my way for e math tuition i saw her so i pretended not to see her. so she stood at a corner to see where i was going so i quickly walk to the traffic light. when i turned around to lok t something i saw her standing under the hdb flats looking at me kind of like following me! damn scary! must be nobody is going for her tuition tts why but she asked for it la all she know is to EAT! teach and munch how irritating is that! hahahaha the sight of her really make me shiver!! you must be there to experience the scariness!! oh and my eng paper is totally like shit, i failed to complete my SS paper! 13 marks + other mistakes! how dead man! I THINK ALL MY PAPERS SUCK LA! wats wrong with me this term? i dont use to study like tt, i dont use to do last minute revision!!! im not working like how i use to for the last two years! totally dead! to maintain my results, i have to work triple hard or even more! but definitely no man!

k and yes i want to thank those who had wished me during my birthday and the presents that i had received! i love them man! its one of the worse birthday cos i didnt do anything much. time was mostly spent on studying! shit right! but i appreciate every single things that had been done for me. everything comes from the heart ok so even if you wished me or not, give me present or not, i appreciate everything.

4 days break! yay! marking day but i think its high time to pack my desk cos im kind of buried under the books! i cant seem to see the fan that is in front of me! hahhaaha! not kidding! my subject files have to be sent for checking soon so must file everything up, big fat mess man! oh know now then i realised still got coursework to complete and the practical will be on this coming wed! shit la die! its ok chiong everything this weekend![[= nothing is impossible!
ok its rather late now kind of tired. so good bye!

i seriously dont know wat to do! it makes me feel
as though im a useless, hopless, leader or maybe i should say
im not suitable to take up this role. bringing up this matter so many
times is as though im not doing anything. i seriously cant do anything
is from your own perception. its impossible for me to write a sorry letter or
whatever thing to you right cos i dont seem to see that im/we the one at fault.
wats the use of blowing things up? neither of us will benefit. i dont one this
to break us apart. we still need to face each other for so many months! so
do not make our life so tough!! if you choose to think THAT way you are totally wrong!
its impossible for me to say everything here so...... i have to out this up cos you are getting too far!

helpless, useless!
sorry if i do not make sense[[=

2008-03-30T22:31:00.002+08:00

OK AFTER SITTING IN FRONT OF THE LAPTOP FOR THE WHOLE DAY, then i realised that this whole week my time is spent mostly on F&N! since mon i've been switching on the computer just to do coursework, coursework and MORE COURSEWORK! im ging mad soon and im kinda seick and tired of IT! suffering from BAD HEADACHE now. again alll thx to ms kee for not coming to sch for almost a month!! right now she's rushing every chapter because of the upcoming test nxt mon. and on the same wk i have HISTORY! WHICH IS A SURE DIE subject. i need help in understanding!!! russia case study!! help!! stress!! MYE is super near especially SS AND ENG i have not started yet!! I CANT DENY THE FACT THAT IM lazy!! something is really wrong with me!!
if this was to continue im gonna be so dead. SO I GUESS THIS WOULD BE MY LAST POST. will be back after MYE!![=
GONNA MUG MUG MUG! I MUST GET THAT AGAIN!

EVEN MY MUM SAID THAT IM NOT MOTIVATED TO STUDY!
HOW SAD! IM NOT THE ONE WHO HAVE REALISED IT EVEN MY MUM!!
SHIT !!! for now i should just put band aside and get abck to it after the EXAMS!!

2008-03-29T01:02:00.002+08:00

sigh.... i seriously think that im a failure because everything is going in another direction everything seems wrong to me. my studies had totally drop to a point that i dont think giving me bonus mark would even help. f&n sucks la TOTALLY!! i have to accept the fact that this subject is very demanding but it seems like of all subject most time is spend on f&n instead of the main subjects like math , amath and humanities, sciences and all shit things!!!!!! besides school work i have CCA and im like so shi bai to be the sl of the section .this wk sectionals was like not smooth, did many silly mistakes while conducting. the feeling now in band is so diferent seriously the band looks very very very small. im trying my best to do wat i can and to learn from my mistakes so bare with me! the sec1s are like....... i dont know how to describe them. they are so different frm our batch!! ATTITUDE!! IS LIKE........... we are like strangers to them! why!why!why! am i able to get back the fun that i had just lose?

everything is just not right!
uneventful week!

the feeling of seeing you now is totally different
and wats with your face again hahaha
i just hope that we'll still be as close as before and nothing
would be able to change that. if u are reading it. let me tell you this
IMISSYOU LIKE THIS MUCCCCCCCCCH!!!!((:
NO ONE TO CHEER ME UP NOW!

2008-03-23T16:43:00.002+08:00

OMG!!IM TRAUMATISED BY THAT SICKO!!
how lucky can my day be yesterday!! firstly almost late for band, secondly punishment for dropping stand, thirdly that FLASHER! that man seriously spoil my mood through out the day i keep getting gooosebumps everytime i thought of it or when i pass by any man!! this man actually appeared twice during sectionals. this was wat happened i was conducting sectionals then yong wei suddenly said i think that is the flasher lei then then i turned my head behind and that guy was pretending to hold onto a binoculars. all of us screamed super loudly! then he ran away. ran away to where?? ground floor beside the chi restaurant!! then he took out his pants and show it to the whole world!! we shouted pervert and those construction workers and chef thought that we were mad!!! AHHHH!! so that stupid guy stood there for almost 5mins and he ran off!! SHIT HIM LA!! continued with sectionals after that!!

ahd buddy teaching today not as bad as wat i thought it would be but just a little stressed up HAHAHA! went back home after that and i think i saw that stupid guy if im not wrong black singlet, wearing a pants with two white stripes on the sides and the rest red in colour. CURSE HIM TO DEATH!

went home and slept through out didnt touch any books yesterday GOOD RIGHT!! SIGH WENT FOR DINNER TO CELEBRATE MOM BIRTHDAY. then headed to the temple and to T3!! DAMN NICE LA THAT PLACE!!! BOUGHT SWEETS THERE HAHAHA!!! REACHED HOME AT ABOUT 1AM AND guess wat i watched HORROR MOVIE!![[= DAMN NICE!! I LOVE YESTERDAY!!![= IT WOULD BE ERFECT IF I STUDIED FOR A LIL WHILE!

2008-03-18T21:50:00.004+08:00

boring boring day again with boring boring subjects like SS, A.MATH,HISTORY! these subjects just makes me dose off during lesson time! i think having a toothpick would prevent my eyelids frm dropping:] okay just being lame but seriously these subjects are super boring. its the second day of term 2 and i think its high time for me to be serious in my work otherwise my results willl just continue to DROP! ohh and the feeling of seeing her with another class is like super sad pls haha but i think mrs rethinam would also be good tcher. i think i would be able to adapt to it soon and as for my sitting arrangement now im like seperated away from my close friends like super far can one end!!! but there's a reason to it, cos im short and my friends are super tall, im suppose to heplp wanyu. ms lum was saying that she seperate some cliques cos they are nauhgty. so ia sked her THAT MEANS IM ALWAYS MISBEHAVING IN CLASS RIGHT? hahaha she said NO! glad to hear that[[= at least she's still our e math tcher so nothing to be sad about[= SS CT today was manageable just that there was not enough time so my VAMI IS LIKE TOTALLY NONSENSE!
AFTER THAT WENT FOR BAND!! AND......
i hate this feeling! i hate this feeling!! why must everything good come to an end!? sigh life is like that la so no matter what i do nothing will change these feelings in me. ahh the feeling is just simply indescribable. everything went on smoothly with LAUGHTER in band today until when ms tay announounced the comitte members and SL. i got a shock out of my life but im ready to face the challenge!!! OH and by the way i got super upset not because that im chosen to be the sl or rather is because i will miss MY SENIORS BADLY!! they are the one that allow me to have a positive attitude towards band and always making it exciting with their laughter and LAME jokes. thank you for evrything that u had taught me and the fun that u had given to me. i will seriously miss each and every one of you and remember the days when we always have fun
together. ok by continuing this post i will become even sadder so i think i shall just stop here!!

sorry if i do not make sense cos right now im confused and LOST!

2008-03-13T22:18:00.003+08:00

yesterday's POLKA IV WAS GREAT! its not my last polka cos in 2010 i'll be performing again is it something to be happy or to be sad? i dunno mix feelings i guess

SO SWAY PLS! it rained super heavily on our way to VCH! so we had to run to from the bus to the concert hall then help percussion with their instruments and thx all of us were drenched!! the feling aint niceat all especially the HEAD! HAD BAD HEADACHE AFTER THAT. but its ok i had fun!!!rehearsed had our dinner and THAT TOUFU WAS SOUR!! YUCKS!! HAHAHA AND MS WEE WAS SUPER JI DONG FOR DUNNO WAT REASONS! HAHAHA DAMN CUTE! OOPS! the performance started at 7.30 sharp and i was super nervous and from where i sat i could see my mum and her stupid hands waving at me like nobody's business! grr irirtated!

notes that i was unable to pitch for the pass three months i finally managed to pitch it! yes im HAPPY!! its like finally! seriously to tell the truth the MC __! frm what i heard from friends and family members, we did not sound good for the first half of the performance but for the second half it was GOOD! chaoooo happy that my sister manage to record ALL the songs that we had played! will load it up nxt time together with the pictures cos my mum brought the camera along with her to work! we camwhored!!damn fun! worse yufang got caught by ms tay on our way there! shahira rock my socks la! FUNNIEST PERSON ON EARTH WITH SUPERB LAUGHTER!! I LIKE IT!!without her i will not be able to play ANDREW LLYOD WEBBER!!the song super boring but she manage to make it interesting with her silly jokes!! gave her BIG HUG YESTERDAY SUPER SAD!! MORE TO COME ON TUES!! its seriously the last time i would be seeing them for band! im trying my best to control myself ! i bet i will fail mann!haha

ok its already thurs and i think its time to start on my project and prepare for the nxt term!
photos nxt time sry!! tired like shit!

2008-03-11T19:14:00.002+08:00

GROOVIEST SECTION AWARD GOES TO CORNET SECTION!!!!

went for band from 1pm to 5pm our section seriously high HIGH! last band practise with the sec4s and 5s super sad la no more cold jokes and listening to shahira's laughter!!! chao funny worse then my sis! hahaha the whole section was SHOCKED! WHEN WE HEARD THAT YUFANG WILL NOT BE PERFORMING TMR! la cos she had been admitted to hospital for having super low blood pressure!!!! but at around 4pm she appeared in the bandroom and i thought i was dreaming haha worse of all joanne was CONFUSED! HAHA! but GOOD TO SEE YOU BACK YU FANG!! DONT SCARE US ANYMORE PLS!!! HAHA! mr tan super high today! he and his mas salamat and jemaah islamyia!! all the way he had been using that name!! to describe songs!! DAMN FUNNY! shahira wihtout fail soemthing funny will always happen to her during band!! SHE SAID THE BAND CHEER WRONGLY SUPER LOUD SOMEMORE!

oh and its like so shocking to hear that we are the grooviest section today as in for rehearsal we got $10 SWENSENS VOUCHER! so each one of us get $1 pathetic right its ok I GUESS WILL DO EVEN BETTER TMR AND GET A $100 VOUCHER! thats more like it! can have a scrumptious meal! woah our section like desperate la haha cos we are pigs! we enjoy eating you know!!! HAHAHA OK IM GETTING HIGH!

ITS POLKA IV TMR! IM SURE THAT IT WILL BE SUCCESSFUL!! CORNET SECTION WE CAN DO IT!!!!![[=

2008-03-10T22:53:00.003+08:00

yeah FINALLY I DID IT! I DID IT!! I DID IT!![[=
whoooooooooooooooooooooooshhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!
OK today is a tiring day woke up at 11am, chiong my hw but still seem as though its untouch. chiong till 1 pm laze around eat lots and lots of rubbish then prepare for swimming TEST* ahem not lesson!! i thought i wont be able to pass but i did it! 20 laps in 45 mins , 100m in 3min! woah i almost died stomach pain even worse! but yes i manage to complete it. oh surprisingly my bro manage to finish 100m in 3 mins FIRST TIME after so many practices!! feel happy for him and his happy for himself!! good job! after that went j8 for dinner had SUSHI!! I seriously love fried maki!! chawamushi!! salmon!! OMG!! HUNGRY BUNGRY! guess who i saw again!! ms ng! always seeing her around that area with someone* hahaha
ohh when i was swimming i was thinking about band and yes time passed even faster after thinking of band! i was so tired until i felt how i wish i was in the bandroom now! super tiring!

time to sleep!!
GOOD NIGHT!

2008-03-08T16:17:00.002+08:00

thurs
suppose to have sports day but it drizzled so the even was cancelled had section outing actually we already plan to go AMK hub to watch movie but there were no movies that i was interested in so after thjinking for so long we decided to go jurong entertainment center to ice skate. WE WERE SO UNLUCKY! THE ICE SKATING RING WAS USED FOR ICE HOCKEY COMPETITION! SIANZZ... so we decided to watch a movie that cathay does not have. August Rush! nice movie but like wat lynn had said, the ending sucks! i think the man in beside us i n the theatre was irritated with noise that we are making HAHAHA! through out the movie joanne and i were totally lost! haha so kept asking lynn and nichola then finally we understood cos at the beginning were laughing non-stop cos of that old granny who yawned super loudly![= we sat for 2hours and as time passes i found out that the seat super uncomfortable! after the movie we went arcade woah long time neh enter already! so the 9 of us were like desperates dying to get into the arcade hahaha its a long story and im rather lazy to elaborate la so..... after that took train back and went for tuition! FUN! FUN LA!! CANT STAND IT! pictures next time la hor[=

FRIDAY!
the day passed very fast and i got back my chi paper guess wat 27/50 GOOD JOB! i love myself so much[= got back progress report and i didnt do well at all for my humanities, F&N and eng. ms lum said that she will 100% confirm that we will pass our final year eng cos for now they dont want us to get complacent over our eng marks so try to be stricter in their marking so that we will work harder . ms lum told us something that made the whole class so sad! she said that due to the lack of teachers in the schools and complain frm parents about why students get junk teachers the sch decided to change some teachers frm their classes. so ms lum was one of them who will not be our eng and form teacher anymore!! damn sad!! she's like the best eng teacher man her eng lesoon is always fun and aint boring unlike some other teachers WOAH CHAO BORING! IM ALWAYS LOOKING FORWARD TO HER LESSON! but sad to say she's not gonna teach us anymore. she's the one that motivatedd me to study but.... its ok la at least she's teaching me e math!!! had band after that, I SWEAR THAT HAVING BAND WITH MY SECTION ROCKS MY SOCKS ESPECIALLY SHAHIRA's laughter and joanne's COLD JOKES!

SATURDAY
sectionals we were doing test on all pieces. i think my paying still suck la! CMI! frm wat i heard frm someone, the sec2s are not playing well! even until now their playing islike totally not up to standard. seniors are stepping down soon and sec1s have already joined the band. DAMN SCARY LA! ppl pls work hard!PLS! PLS! x100000000 after sectionals we had main band to practise on our gimmicks for shrek dance party. i felt super irritated with________ definitely not frm Cornet section[= shahira damn funny we were saying that most of the actions are raher dangerous cos we might just bang onto each other when turning. so i told her later the audience look up and see the whole row sitting on the riser with the mouth, nose and ear bleeding hahaha damn funny and now i realised that her reaction is rather slow. i pretended to hit her then after 1s then she AH! slow hahah AND AS USUAL our section had cupnoodles again PLUS chips and chicken wing! hahaha PIG MAN! something stupid i brought back my instrument without my file! the file more important then the instrument cos i need to memorise shrek song! DEAD and on mon i will not be going for band!! left with tues! cannot make it one!!!! die!

its time to get started with my holiday hw its piling up like nobody business!
cya![=

2008-03-05T22:37:00.002+08:00

have not been online for a very long time so finally i get to rest! ms kee MIA la have not been teaching us since chinese new year is about 4 weeks already. all of us complain to ms lum and she found out that ms kee is very sick so there might be changes to our teacher i think its too late to get a teacher now!! talking about this make me piss off!!

got back my phy test and i got a shock of my life! almost faint on the spot! the graph thing was super screwed up la but i manage to get 3 out of 6 marks for that. surprisingly i got the highest! mr ng's tradition read the names according to the lowest to highest the whole class was super scared and the atmosphere kinda different hahha... thx JOANNE for your help!! i cant get your hellp anymore!!! ohh and ms lum said that 5/42 passed everything for CA1 another shoocking news i was one of them but i still dont understand how did i even manage to pass when i fail my eng, ss! i heard something frm_______ and that was so demoralising pls!seriously i dont see anything wrong with my attitude, behaviour that was how i always behave for 7 years and today was my first time hearing such a comment. had been thinking or rather reflecting on wat she had said. i still dont get it wat is wrong with my behaviour! i dont care how you think about me but i will proof you wrong that im not that kind of student that you are thinking. even my friends dont think that way.

tomorrow sports day at bishan stadium is like 4 bus stops away frm my house super near! hahaha so dont have to worry on how to get home YAY! RATHER EXCITED FOR SECTION OUTING TOMORROW! never go for section outing for how long? 1 yr plus! NICE! i shall treasure my time with each and every one of my section mates or it would be too late!
ok its getting late cya![=

2008-02-23T17:01:00.002+08:00

my blog rather dead i know hahaha cos i've got tons of work to do and many test coming up.
woah i still dont get it why do tchers say that sec3 is a honeymoon year? make no sense at all SO NOT a honeymooon year pls!
i will never forget what ms lum had said she's always making each and evryone of us in class super stress every wk she will be saying that we are in a through train class which means no n level so if we dont take things seriously this yr we may drop back to the other two na classes which means everything that we had learn this year will be a waste. she's always saying these things to us EVERY WEEK!! can u imagine that!! she said that our standards are the same as the other two na classes and some even worse then the other classes oh i bet im one of them la. not faking la its through my results sucks!

okok so it seems like its only 18 days to POLKA IV and JOANNE, LYNN, SHAHIRA AND HEW MUN WILL STEP DOWN after the concert! OMG!! SUPER SAD PLS. better cherish these last few days of band practice and sectionals with them!! finally i manage to sell all of my tickets i forced ppl to buy!! HAHHA! they all said the band got quality want a not so ex later go there and fall asleep! WTH these ppl are so @#$%^&**
ok going granny's house now cya!

2008-02-11T22:43:00.000+08:00

19/30 how nice can my math results be!

chem test tmr so dead la cos i dunno how tto study for apparatus so i didnt study mucch!!!! HELP! thx ah lynn left me alone in sch today hahaha went to malaysia neh tell me!!!
i wanna give up right now!! wats the problem wth me ah!! tell me!!! everything seems wrong to me THESE THINGS are driving me CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!
just hope tt things would be better as i start a new day tmr.
CANT WAIT FOR BAND TMR!!!! IM ALWAYS WAITING FOR BAND!! ITS THE ONLY TIME WHEN I CAN PUT MY TROUBLES AWAY TEMPORARILY!! WITH MY RETARDED SECTION MATES AROUND!! BAND ROCKS!!!![[=

IM CRAPPIN!!!

2008-02-08T01:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!(:
didnt collect a lot of red packets this yr but its ok la
wore red and white today and u guess what the first impression that i gave to my relatives and family members was that today is NATIONAL DAY!OMG! hahaha after i changed in the morning and walked out of the room, my sister started singing one people, one nation, one singapore..... hahaha super funny then my father started singing mari kita rakyat....... haha so bad la hahahaha but its a happy day so i just laugh over it la(:

i cant wait for tmr!! watchiing movie at night!!tooooots!! first movie for the year but not very sure of what im gonna watch yet. iim like super scared now help! help! chem test, cme presentation, social study assignment, emath,amath,physics and mother tongue homework!! HOW AM I SUPPOSE TO FINISH THEM!!! super dead! i wont have the time to finish everything cos i will not be at home everyday!!! shit la!shit la!

omg! i cant believe that ms tay sctually cried in front of the band!! its super sad to see her cry and it also means that the band is like kinda in a very bad state!! its only 33 more days too polka iv!! we dont sound good at all!! she said that those who went for the leadership interview made her felt sad because of what we had said and because we didnt give her the real answer that she wanted to hear. howhow!!! should practice doubly hard now! i brought back mouthppiece to buzz everyday and to look through each and everybar of the different songs. never bring bacxk instrument cos i know that iwill have no time mann with the pile of work that tcher gave us and will be doing visiting at relatives house. Tuesday band was kinda funny and i promise alicia that this would be a secret kept by shahira and me!! HAHAHA OMG WAS SERIOUSLY DAMN FUNNY THAT I ALMOST PEEED!! hahaha got scolded some more but no choice!! i controlled inside but i burst out and i was told that my face was super red!!!!!! haha internal injury! i told joanne boanne something funny haha cos i was having block nose in the band room but immediatly after i stepped out frm the bandroom my mucus started dripping like nobody's business haha so i said my mucus melted and its dripping hahaha but when i was in the bandroom it freezed! then she said the freezing point quite high 18 degree=_=" HAHAHA! WAS BEING LAME!
ok im feeling drowsy now after eating my medicine.
doctor said that no mandarin oranges, cookies and cold drinks for the time being after i recover. sad la! its chinese new yr! so who cares HAHA i can resist anything but not temptations!![=

2008-02-02T00:03:00.000+08:00

a wk since i last posted. rather busy this wk, with hw, tuition and cca!! the work that that teacher give is like never ending. u habd in this, that comes in. have not completed this, another thing come in again. ohh finally im almost done with my cme presentation slides! i took 3 about 3 wks to complete this shit thing. ok i shall not complain anymore.

today got back my chi paper 2 damn bad la 34/50 highest in class is 41/50 and that person is LYNN! OMG! she was the one complaining the most right after the paper la but she did so well! YAY! how am i suppose to improve my chi? im so dead!! mr lee kt damn funny hahaha i was doing my corrections for the test then i felt bored so i started clapping my hands so loudly that he turned and looked at me haha then he shouted ZHAN! NI GEN WO ZHAN!! fine then i stood up and he told me to stand outside the door facing outside HAHAHA! OMG! FIRST TIME! LUCKY NO TEACHERS WALK PASS! OTHERWISE I DIE! HAHA BUT RATHER FUNNY LA HE! always ask his students to be the god of door!! haha he can make the class laugh for 1 whole hour non stop! woah thinking of that really make me laugh!!

band was ok today rather funny. joanne was using the stand to determine the time hahaha 360 degree, 4pm 270 degree 3. 30! hahaha!damn funny! the band was rather noisy today so shahira had to stand in front of the band to talk to them i think wat she said was quite true. we dont want to see him leave!! i dont want to see!! i thought it was a rumour but no! rebek told me tt its true! its like 40 days to polka!! must practise hard otherwise i will never pitch that super high C in andrew loyd webber? yup something like tt! stress! stress! yesterday leadership interview was quite scary. cos ms tay was asking me many manny many questions+ the comms were there listening! i was super frank![=

ok its past mid night and there is band tmr!!
so good night ppl!!(: crap! crap! crap!

2008-01-25T22:44:00.000+08:00

sch suppose to end at 1.30pm evry friday but due to some big pipe that burst underground and for hygiene purposes the principal said that we will be dismissed at 8.30am asit would take at least a day to complete the work. mr ng and ms lum had to call our parents which the class is splited into half. mr ng took the last hlf of the class. I called my mum she nevr ans, i called home no ans cos she was cooking so i had to call my dad and his like driving and he couldnt hear properly so mr ng kinda felt frustrated and yes he is!! HUH?UH? HELLO! WOAH! so embarrassing! no band too and im kinda disappointed cos this is the only thing that im always looking forward to after a long day studying but i borrowed my instrument back[=

ALICIA,YUFANG ,SHILI AND NICHOLA they went our again!!! i neh go la thx to my parents who said that is still sch hours so if u go out ppl will think tt u are playing truant and its also kinda last min my parents and i hate last min things la! yup so i went home instead i slept and manage to study for like 1 hr plus. im suppose to fetch my bro before 5 frm his student care but i thought that since i have the mood to study at that time i decided to fetch him at about 6. then my dad called home, WHY IS HE NOT BACK YET!! U ARE SO LAZY WATCHING TV FOR THE WHOLE DAY!! WTH!! i was so pissed off that i shouted at him! he dont even know wat am i doing at home and he said tt im lazing around doing nothing!! so i said, I HAVE TEST LA ALL U THING IS ABOUT HIM STUDY ALSO HIM EVERYTHING ALSO ABOUT HIM! his too much la he wants me to monitor him when his studying THATS NOT MY JOB! woah 'im very free' i sit down shake leg everyday! I NEED TIME TO STUDY TOO! OMG his forevr like this!!
ANYHOW ASSUME THINGS!

im crapping now!! helpless!

2008-01-24T22:27:00.000+08:00

OMG! MY I FEEL SO HAPPY FOR MY COUSIN!! ALL DISTINCTIONS EXCEPT FOR ENG!! SAMRT ASS LA SHE!! OHH AND NOT FORGETTING MY SENIORS!! THEY ALSO DID SUPER WELL! AMELIA AND ELIZABETH!! 7 DISTINCTIONS! how in the world did u all study??!! i want that tooo!! but i cant sit down and dream for it la, I MUST DO SOMETHING IN ORDER TO GET IT!! FAT HOPE! is not easy at all! and and.... this also shows that BAND DOES NOT AFFECT UR RESULTS/studies THE SENIORS CAN DO IT SO CAN WE!!(:

lynn and i were like kanchiong spiders hahaha the moment the bell rang she said why not lets go to the hall to take a lookat the results? ok lor so we walk and i felt strange cos the ppl there were mostly those who are collecting results and we and some others were extra! hahaha that was how i got to know the results. amelia dream of wearing the green thing had finally came true!! omg speech day!!ahhh!!!!!!

so i got back my math test paper today. horrible the only word to describe!! 27/35 i cant even reach a thirty! useless! seriously my standard is like dropping doooooooooownnnnnnn!! how am i suppose to survive! math is the subject that puled everything up but it seems like it will pull everything down now!!!! f&n coursework OMG!! IT SUCKS! TOTALLY! I REGRET! I WANT BIO NOT PHY! AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! THIS YR IM VERY SURE THAT I WILL DO VERY BADLY!! IM NOT PRETENDING AND I DONT SOUND LIKE I AM!! SHIT!! and my father still thinks tt im useless cos im in na!! how sad pls! he kept asking me about n level o level and stuff stressing me up! im trying my best but i cant do anything to push myself up too express anymore!! not a single thing can help!

DEPRESS! BUT SOMEHOW MOTIVATED AFTER SEEING THE O LEVEL RESULTS!!(:

2008-01-22T23:07:00.000+08:00

omg lots of test coming up nxt wk not forgetting CME PRESENTATION! IM LIKE STUCK AT IT RIGH NOW!! i should get some help frm ms lum tmr othrewise i will just go up to the front present to slides to the class hahaha.

ohh and how unlucky am i to get caught by mr anthony during history lessons!!! i forgot that one of his rule was not to put ur head on the table when he is talking. so i put it on my bk cheek face flat down and i started dreaming then frm wat i heard frm my friends was that he was talking about me for the pass few min and i was still dreaming. hahaha until i felt something was kinda wrong then i lifted up my head and realise hat he was staring at me. hahaha
he: are u ok a not?
me: HUH!? yes i am.
he: u look like u had just woken up.
me: *silent laughter
he: are u listening whether ur horses are on their way here?
me: no
he: why not u squat on the floor and put ur head down? it would be easier for u to listen rather then putting it on the table.
me: burst out laughing
he: let out a cheeky smile or rather he wanted to laugh out loud but he controlled!
woah super malu can thinking of wat had happen really make me laugh like shit! hahaha
i couldnt top laughing throughout his lesson. *SILENT LAUGHTER!* IT HURTS! AHAHAHA

nicole, sorry that im not able to follow you back home for FIVE TIMES! is not that i dont want. its because band ends at 6.30 and if i were to take 2 buses home, there would be a heavy traffic jam and i think i would reach home at 7++ and u know the work that we are having now is like SOOOOOO MUCH. SO UNDERSTAND ME OK[= thx thx!! and SORRY ABOUT THAT! dont forget i havent treat you to macs ice cream.

2008-01-21T18:36:00.000+08:00

IM LIKE TOTALLY LOST! LOST IN A NEW WORLLD!! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO NOW!!! NOTHING!!!

ok, why am i saying this? is because im feeling super stressed up! I really regretted taking olevel math. it might seem easy for some ppl but not me. im totally lost in the first few chapters how am i suppose to continue with it?? if i were to be given a chance to switch back to na of course i will! i want! i never thought of the consequences when i chose to take o level math but now when i come to think of it, it is really scary.

what if......
what if i dont do well this yr? nxt yr i will just fail o level.
if i fail, where am i suppose to start studying frm? i'll be lost when all my friends are already busy preparing for Os. OH DEAR!!
seee.... is rather scary.
im thinking whether to switch or to stay. looking at today's MRT, i dont think i can make it la, cos the topics tcher told us was last yr what we learn in sec2. she didnt tell us that we will be tested on sec 2E math! im boiling now! sigh......

stayed back in sch after MRT, to do ass. task for nxt yr sec3 camp. ate my lunch with lynn, carmen and wanyu! hahaha the three of them just rock my life!! we were eating and this wanyu started talking about some disgusting stuff about milk and we went further and further away frm what we were talking about initially. the canteen filled with our laughter hahaha and i think 2 yrs in smss this i my first time laughing so loudly!!! OHH AND I DIDNT KNOW WANYU IS SO HORNY!!! and after that i started imitate mr lee kt hahaha the way he talk super funny!![= these ppl really make my day!!![=

evrything that is happening to u right now
is what u have been asking for. so do not blame
anyone but yourself. you not only lookdown on others
but also overestimate yourself. i don't really care how many____
you have or who can help u in your studies. at the end of the day
when u become too dependent on those ppl, you will suffer even more
during exams. having those ____ does not mean that u can SLACK!
waht u are actually thinking of now is all about...... u mean u cant survive without
-----?

OK CME PRESENTATION NXT WK!! BETTER START NOW
OTHERWISE IT WOULD BE TOO LATE!!(:

2008-01-11T18:56:00.000+08:00

im back frm camp with mixed feelings! feeling sad and at the same time happy sigh.... all good things come to an end i know that! with that two humourous trainers NATALIE AND KONG CHI,my life during the camp was super fun! if im not wrong, this might be my last camp in my secondary school life! quite sad!ahh!just one word to say about this camp, AWESOME! i will miss NAT badly she super nice but a little slow hahaha ohh and BRENDA my sleeping partner!! i love them soooooooo much!! sad to say trainers contacts are not supposed to be let out! I WILL MISS YOU AND THE TIME THE TIME THAT WE SPENT TOGETHER DURING THE 5D4N CAMP!!![[=

1st day
we had to pitch our tents. canvas super heavy! stood under the sun for almost an hour and vaidu so poor thing. she went back home on the first night of the camp cos of dehydration, she had fits[?] while queuing up to bathe! she looked super scary! played team building games which required us to tangle and untangle ourselves with our team mates. i was at a very unglam position when ms lum took pic of me!! not only for this activity but many more!! first shower for the camp was great cos it was super clean but the nxt day it stink like shit or even worse! we had night walk for our first night activity. it was not as dark as wat i thought so not very scary lah. lights off, the 8 of us in a tent wwere sleeping with ants!ant nest! how disgusting is that it even crawled up onto my head and hair!! pain! our grp was kinda quiet for the first 2 dayscos we didnt really know each other. yup tts allfor the first day[=

2nd day
we did high elements!! i was damn feaking scared cos im afraid of height! abseiling, flying fox and hang out! wooooooah scary bary! screamed all the way for that hang out thing. its a thin long piece of wooden plank at about 2 to 3 storey high u have to walk across it! my first time trying all these so yes GOOD EXPERIENCE! i want more! learn quite a number of cheers tooo! map and compass is something like amazing race but is not. we have to use the compass to find our nxt station and our final destination was the kitchen! our prize was that they allowed us to take ice frm the fridge!![=shiok! we had animal call for night activity! each grp will be given an animal name at the begining of the camp so we had to make a sound out of it. my grp THE ZEBRA!!!! so the sound was hor-hee! HAHAHA we had to blind fold ourselves with 8 other grps, trainers spread us out and when they blow the whistle we have to say hor-hee or whatsoever to find our other grp members! funny! [= had debrief, supper then lights out!
something funny here
nat: tell me something about this camp ok? everyone have to say
me: fun!
lynn: fun!
lynn: this camp make me have constipation!(whisper)
me: hahahaha
LYNN CHAO FUNNY!

3rd day
water activities! kayaking,challenge vallley[water slide], rock wall and knots and lashings.
kayak for only 1hr never do anyhing much there. challenge valley, was FUN! NAT SORRY IF I KICKED UR___. HAHAHA i slide down, leg not long enough to touch the ground so i kicked! hahaha sorry! but FUN FUN FUN!! ROCK WALL! 7 storey high i manage to do till 3rd storey! my arm is aching now! congrats to brenda,wanyu and muneera for completing!!! knots and lashings learn to tie knots!! sian and at the same time learn cheers for camfire.had song session for night activity. ZEN cannot shout! tts it

4th day
backwoods man cooking we had barbeque!! jungle donut, orange egg and sugar banana, campfire preparation, catapult adventure, outdooor cooking and CAMPFIRE!!! rahhhh! outdoor cooking sucks! the food is like contaminated! with leaves and everybody saliva! yucks!hahah and yea i went super duper high before dinner and right after campfire i was super sad! i thought we will have indoor campfire cos it rain heavily but thank god it stopped!! yay! i love the campfire!! after campfire we had debrief and many ppl cried!! damn sad la last nightwe are sleeping with our friends leaving our trainers after 5 days going through thick and thin! sigh.... i will never forget about this camp! lights out at 12 special request hahaha had to wake up at 5.30 the nxt day! woah meifie breathe super loud at night until eliz said shut up!! HAD A FUN NIGHT WITH BRENDA![=

5th day
strike tent, wash pegs,keep canvas,clean up,closing and prize presentation!! best camper in 3/7 is MUNEERA! wooooooooo! SO SWAY!my grp had to wash the toilets and is flooded with water and mud! thx! HAHAHA rush to change and went off! NAT AND K.C were holding on to their tears when we were going up the bus leaving soon! if u were to be there is super sad pls the scene! ITS WORSE WHEN THE BUS DROVE OFF SLOWLY AND the both of them waving non stop at us! K.C! he cried! ahahaha NAT was holding on but failed! AHHHH! my class cried!! is super sad!! u came in without knowing them and after 5 days u have to say good bye!

yup that was was what we had been doing for the camp. i was able to see some ppl real personality IN THIS CAMP! to brenda lee without u i think this camp will suck!! hahaha<3
no pic now cos no camera but ms lum will burn it for us!! YAY! so it will be up soon[=
before i left for camp i was complaining to my mum and sis but now i regret it! WHY CANT IT BE LONGER!!]':

OHH AND BBSS! my cousin sch! she went there for her sec3 camp last wk!! her trainer is jason and wani! lots of hw waiting for me! cya!

UNFORGETTABLE MEMORIES!

2008-01-06T15:57:00.000+08:00

i think this would be my last post for the week as im going off for camp tmr and will be back on friday.
second day in sch
did some admin stuff with ms lum, had history lesson with mr anthony. his damn funny and at the same time strict oh and he caught lynette for putting her head on the table while he is talking so he walk over and hit the table HARD i was just behind her and i had a shock! after that was physics with mr ng, he and his five rules and stories about monks hill secondary. damn funny THAT boy soiled his pants!!HAHAHA! he has his ways to find out whether u lie to him! he hate it the most when ppl lie to him!! i realise that he liketo do kekanan[?] hahaha turning to the right like wat we always do for band. hahaha he gave the class a shock too! and we scream damn loudly! e.math was kinda boring because there are only 10 ppl in the class, the wat the tcher teach is so so different as compared to teaching a big group im not use to it la but soon. amath as ok la ms ho quite nice but seriously she talk damn soft and sweat like nobody business. ms lum damn nice too!![[=

third day
chemistry was damn boring i was dosing off and miss siti wanted us to make a shopping bag with 2A4 size paper! funny! chinese tcher is mr lee k.t the moment he step into class our class was super noisy and he said something funny!
mr lee: ru guo wo zai kan dao shui zai jiang hua wo jiu jiao ta zhan zai men qian zuo men shen!!
the class was laughing non stop!
yup tts all i guess friday was kinda boring and after sch we had CCA FAIR! our section was late again!!

yesterday
lynn had a talk with the section saying that ppl think that our section is getting frm bad to worse, always late, talking too much, laugh when we play wrong notes, take sch performances too likely and has the i dont bother kind of attitude. this year our section had gotten into trouble many many times, making mr tan angry. she said that they are trying to say that she is not doing her job well enough and then started to cry, not very bad. some of us cried but i hold back my tears. ppl had voiced out hose noisy ones in the section and i bet im one of them. i swear that frm nxt band prac, i will not talk and laugh too much! OHH AND BE MORE CONFIDENT WHEN PLAYING!!! I MEAN IT!!

today
woke damn early to collect the scholarship and i missed my swimming lesson! thx! went to the market after that to buy sch shoes and some camp stuff. i was walking then i saw ms ng with her sister and her mum. i saw her a thousand times around that area. i will never forget about the most embarrassing moment with her!hahaha damn funny!
ok i should be preparing my camp stuff now!! cya!! miss me!!hahaha

2008-01-02T21:10:00.000+08:00

finally! i've got a list of my 2008 resolutions!! hope that it would be a fruitful one!!
ok so today went back to sch,as u know im in 3/7. swayers class in my level cos wem are the only class at the sec2 level instead of sec3! thx ah! must climb the same number of steps again! i walked around the sec3 level twice to seaarch for 3/7 but it was not there so i went up!!! SHIT!HAHAHHA ok neh mind exercise!!
Form tcher: Ms Lum
Form tutor: Mr Ng
English:Ms Lum
Math: Ms Aw
Physics:Mr Ng
Chemistry: Ms Siti
A.Math: Ms Ho
History: Mr Anthony
F&N: Ms Kee
yup thats all more to come nxt nxt week! the tchers that my class got all super strict!!! IM GOING TO DIE!!

I WILL DIE EVEN MORE NXT WK!! 5D4N CAMP!!im gonna bring a LUGGAGE! HAHAHAHA no la not so kua zhang! im gonna miss my bathroom and BED!!
anw i've got a very heavy bag tmr! all subjects that has thick thick bks are all tmr!!thx!

2007-12-31T00:32:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY!
finally had band[= we sight read quite a few pieces and i swear those pieces ROCK MY SOCKS!! hahahah and lynn bynn its a must must to reasign cos when u werent there on fri we played according to the way we sat which means im playing first for almost ALL!! hahhahah NO NO PLS! PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN! damn nice but super high.joanne,alicia and me we were laughing non stop because of those running notes which are SUPER HIGH! when we were told to say the rhythms for the triplets part which is damn messy, alicia and i started singing deg?? the halls HAHAHAHA damn funny! pirates rocks my life super high when playing it![[=
oh and thx alicia and christabel for the gift!!![=

TODAY!
ah ma birthday today so we went to her house! WOAH! FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD!![[= i love the food there AND FINALLY I SAW MY COUSINS! ryan as usual super cute when he talks he dont close his mouth super cute!!!!!ahhh! he kept on saying bye to me you know! hahahah
the funniest thing was that he had to drink his medicine but he refused to so he cried and cried!
then i started saying bye im going off then he quickly swallow the medicine and said bye!! SO SWEEET!![[=i love him mann!!

tmr's plan!
1) to finish all my hw
2) to find a place to pack all my stuff
3) to wake up early[=